Also it's 2:35 in the morning and I'm not tired enough to sleep. This is why I shouldn't nap n

I wish you didn't too - eating isn't something you should feel guilty about,but I know what you mean. <3

I know exactly what you mean. It's like I have to justify eating a whole lot.

Or I wait until I am DESPERATELY hungry and have no choice to eat.

Yeah. Sometimes I find that it's difficult to make myself eat things that are available but uninteresting to me.

But then again, I can't eat a lot of food I like. It's bizarre.