accidently drank too much and is stumbling around the seashore area, drunkenly admiring the water.
' 's pretty...'
notices him from his house and frowns...the kid was going to get himself killed. He gets up and immediately heads over there. However, when
he gets there he pulls up his hood and tries to soften his voice a bit so he doesn't sound like himself. "Hey you....are you alright?"
barely gives him a proper look as he grabs the hooded figure and pulls him to his side. He stretches out a pointed finger to the ocean. _
'L-look.' He says, his voice a little slurred. 'Look at that. So beautiful, yes?'
wraps an arm around Heracles waist to support him before nodding lightly. "You know it's dangerous to be out near the ocean while drunk...
and alone."
shushes him when he doesn't immediately answer his question. 'Pssh, 'm not drunk. And I like being alone! I'm not a danger to myself - _
I'm safer on my own. Can't get hurt that way.' He keeps looking out at the water. 'It is pretty...mum would think so too.'
sighs. "Do you want to talk about it. I mean...no harm in spilling your problems to a stranger...right."
pushes a hand into the 'stranger's' face and stumbles towards a comfy looking spot on the sand and sits down. 'I don't have problems. _
Sure, fine, I have some money and that, but that's it.' He shakes his head, trying to look determined to believe himself.
nods silently. "Well money can always be resolved. Is that why you're drunk alone?" He takes a seat a few cm away from him.
digs his heels into the sand. 'Nothing wrong with drinking alone...' He vaguely wonders why he's saying so much to a stranger but he isn't_
too concerned. 'Okay, fine, so I have a small, itsy-bitsy problem, but it doesn't matter. Nothin' I can do, just got to cut it off from my_
life and move on. Th-that's what I need to do. I think. Yes.'
finds that strangers are usually great listeners when you need someone to listen to you. "Do you think it will be easy?" And he was honestly
curious...although a small part of him felt bad for lying to the Greek but this would be the only way to get close to him.
makes an uncertain noise. 'N-no, maybe not, but it'll be worth it. I just have to be strong about it, stop going with what my heart says_
and start listening to my brain. Best way not to get hurt is to not be in a vulnerable situation, right?' He asks, now it is his turn to_
honestly want an answer.
had fallen into a long silence before he spoke up. "That's what I thought and with that attitude I ruined a lot of good things I had going
on. I mean, in the end it's up to you, it's not like what I say should change what you've decided. But living with the regret that I'm
living with is not worth it to be honest." He grows silent once again. "Sometimes I wish I knew how to apologize properly."
listens, the sober part of him mentally nodding. 'I just think it'll hurt less if I don't see him-I mean, the problem.' He hums. _
'Apologising properly is easy when you mean it. It should only be hard when you aren't sure. Don't apologise when you just want to make_
someone feel better, though. In the long run you're better off.'
nods at that. "Would you want your problem to come apologize? Honestly,I think you might as well go take a shit on his doorstep and light it
on fire."
laughs at that, imagining that. 'I think my cats have already made a mess of his front door, so I'd be stealing their thunder.' He thinks_
about the question. 'I don't know. If he meant it...ah, I don't know. I just want to punch him in the face, but then I don't.' he shakes_
his head and sighs. 'It's stupid, right? My biggest problem is my own temper. Normally, I'm calm but with him something inside me changes._
Even if I wanted him to apologise, I don't think I could let him.'
glances out to the ocean. "So maybe you should just go punch him in the face and then demand an explanation and then maybe punch him a
second time for being an asshole." He suggests. "But remember, there are always two sides to a story. He may be hurting just as bad as you
if not worse. And judging from your story I feel like you may have the same effect on him too. Control around each other doesn't seem to be
either of your guys strong point." Wow, he was amazed he could sound so calm...and actually wise.
nods. 'It really isn't,' He agrees. 'It's always been that way. I know he's probably hurting too. But...' He looks tearful. 'I-I just..._
I let my guard down with him because I thought that was what he wanted, and then he said he didn't want me. I know he has his reasons,_
I'm not stupid enough to think he aimed to hurt me, but I felt like he looked at the real me and then rejected it. I can handle rejection,_
just obviously not from him. And he didn't even know it.'
swallows hard at that...he hadn't meant for it to come across that way. "He didn't say he didn't want you, he just said he couldn't do
it." Oh fuck...maybe Heracles wouldn't catch on.
shakes his head slowly. 'He couldn't do it, meaning he couldn't be with me...when we both took the huge step of trying. I-I don't know,_
maybe I shouldn't have agreed to it when I still wasn't mature enough to handle him...' he begins to notice. 'saying no.' He turns to look_
at the hooded figure. 'Wait...how do you know what he s-Are you one of his spies!?'
freezes. "N-n...no, I just ran into him drunk out of his mind on the beach too...yesterday...." He wondered if that was convincing
enough. "...well do you think that you would ever take him back if he ever did sincerely apologize?"
'You did?' He looks towards the shoreline in case perhaps the Turk was still wandering around drunk. Nope. He looks back towards the_
water. 'To take him back I'd need to have had him before. And...I don't think I ever did. If he did apologise, who knows? If my emotions_
were in charge they would just want to hold him and never let go, but my senses wouldn't want him near enough to hurt me again so...'_
He shrugs and pulls a bottle of alcohol out of his jacket pocket. 'Anyway, he says he can't have a relationship with me, so I guess we
should just go back to being civil co-workers, for our countries sake.'
nods. "That's fair. He told me to give you something though. Would you like to accept it or should I just tell him that you refuse to take
it?"
looks surprised at that. 'Huh? How'd he know you'd see me? What...what is it?' He wasn't sure if he'd accept it or not, and bites his lip.
decides its now or never and leans in stealing a gentle kiss as he pulls away he murmurs: "Sen benim sarhoşluğumsun...
Ne ayıldım, ne
Ne ayıldım, ne
ayılabilirim,
Ne ayılmak isterim.
Başım ağır, dizlerim parçalanmış
Üstüm başım çamur içinde Yanıp-sönen ışığına düşe kalka giderim." -
Ne ayılmak isterim.
Başım ağır, dizlerim parçalanmış
Üstüm başım çamur içinde Yanıp-sönen ışığına düşe kalka giderim." -
He's quick to get up and put some distance between them. "Go home, drink some water and go to bed. Alright."
, with his clouded brain, wasn't sure how to react to the kiss and remains fixed on the sand in shock. The words sink in and it takes him_
a moment to understand (it was harder to remember Turkish when he had enough trouble remembering his own language) but when he does he_
swallows hard and his eyes widen. He looks up at the figure, now no longer a stranger, and tries to say something but his mind is still_
reeling from those words. 'I-I- Sadik-' He then bows his head and sniffs. 'Alright..'
falters at the sniffing. He honestly couldn't leave him crying like this on the beach and so doesn't move from his spot. "You know...if you
want...you can punch me. I know I deserve it." He finally speaks up, sadly. "You have every right to be angry with me."
sits still for a while. He then stands and promptly punches Sadik in the face. He then just stares at him. 'A-are you okay?'
had thought that the Greek wasn't going to go through with it with how long it took him to react. He flexes his jaw and rubs at the area
that was throbbing in pain. He had unfortunately bitten down on his tongue and could taste blood. "Yeah...fuck...that was a good punch." He
murmurs as he continues to rub at it. "Is that it or you want to throw another one?"
shakes his head, stretching out his pained hand. He had hit pretty hard. 'That's all I have in me at the moment-oh!' He becomes alarmed_
when he notices a little bit of blood. 'Here,' He pulls out bottled water (which he had on him in case he wanted to try sobering up later).
shakes his head. "Don't worry about it. Keep the water for yourself. You need it more than me anyway." He continues to rub at the cheek...he
Sadik
was
sure that was going to bruise.
'That'll bruise.' He says, as if sensing what Sadik was thinking. 'But you deserve it. How I didn't know it was you sooner, I do not know.'
quirks a brow mildly amused. "You were drunk. That could be it."
'I told you, I'm not drunk.' He scowls, and sits back down on the sand before his stumbling ultimately proves him wrong.
rolls his eyes. "Right, because the stench of alcohol that is coming from you doesn't say it all."
smells himself. 'I don't smell that bad...' He glances at him. 'You don't need to stay with me. I'm sober enough now, I'm not going to fall_
into the ocean or anything.' he felt naked, having told all that to Sadik so openly.
takes a seat where he is before laying down. "I'd rather know for sure that you haven't drowned yourself." He replies. "I'll stay here until
you head home and out of harms way."
rolls his eyes. 'You aren't my carer, Turkey, you shouldn't bother thinking about that. Anyway, I might just go back the the all-night bar._
Drink away my senses there.' He takes another drink of his beer.
snakes his hands under his head. "Go do whatever the hell you want just like I'm going to do whatever I want and if I want to stay here to
make sure you're fine then I'll do just that." He retorts stubbornly. "And I'm quite comfortable now anyway."
frowns but nods. 'Be my guest, then.' He stumbles up to his feet and turns to walk back up the sand towards the bar. 'Don't see why you_
want to, though, aren't we still mad at each other?'
tilts his head even further back to stare up at the Greek. "I was never angry at you." He says simply before laying back down
comfortably. "Have fun at the bar."
glances back at him. 'Oh no? So you shouting at me at my house before storming off, that's you not being angry?' He arches a brow.
...oh yeah...he had forgotten about that. "I may have gotten a little carried away with my emotions...." He says trying to choose his words
carefully. "Not that I didn't have reason since you never believe anything that comes out of my mouth anyway." He frowns. "I try to be
honest and you shut me down every time. Are you going to the bar or not?"
kicks sand at Sadik, but falls in the process. He huffs. 'How did you expect me to react? You know now how I felt,' he says, not liking_
that he told Sadik everything already, 'I had reason to be like that. And no. I think I'll go for a swim.' He adamantly walks to the edge_
of the water and lets it wash over his feet a while.
gets sand in his eye and hisses as he sits up and tries to rub it out. "Stupid!" He growls before opening them and finding that they still
sting. "And you didn't know how I felt?!" He exclaims in bewilderment before pausing and shooting Heracles a glare. "You start drowning
because you're too drunk to swim, I'm not going to save you."
Heracles
is
secretly glad he got him. 'How am I supposed to know how you feel?' he calls back, hesitantly walking into the water up to his waist._
'You didn't bother to-ah that's cold! - tell me.'
continues to glare at Heracles feeling no sympathy towards him. "I told you exactly how I felt." He argues, he was pretty sure that he
did. "It wasn't as if I kept it a mystery."
scoffs, wading around. 'You said you couldn't be with me. That's pretty much all I heard. After all I admitted to you, you thought that was_
all you had to say?' He knows he's being unfair, but like he said before: Sadik had a way of getting a rise out of him.
gets up and wades into the water after him. "Are you stupid or just stupid!" He snarls. "The reason I said that was because I was scared I
Sadik
was
going to lose you! Why are you always jumping to conclusions!" He's also waist deep in the water.
purposely tries to bother Sadik by swimming away from him whilst still going around in circles. 'You're the stupid one - how could you_
possibly lose me that way?' Part of him is stung that Turkey thought he'd lose him. He's always been around. 'And what other conclusions_
could I come to? The only thing which could have changed your mind about us was me, like-like I wasn't what you wanted.'
hated wet clothes but he would suck it up for now. He lets out a sigh and runs a hand through his hair. "You are everything I wanted and
more." He growls as he submerges himself completely in the water.
stares at where Sadik went under. He then swims over and grips the other's shoulders, pulling him up. He stares into his eyes_
and then hits his face lightly. 'You're an idiot.' He says simply. His tone is tired and slightly endearing.
blinks when he is pulled out of the water and has absolutely no time to react to the light hit before he wraps his arms around the Greek
pulling him tight against him and burying his face in his hair. He exhales shakily before planting a small kiss to the top of his head.
isn't alarmed at all, and after a few seconds he wraps his arms around him too and holds onto him tight. He lightly strokes the Turk's hair_
whilst still thinking. 'Sadik,' He says, bowing his head a little after the kiss. 'I...I'm not mad at you for not wanting a relationship._
I just want you to still...care for me. That's what I want, more than anything.'
takes comfort in the simple action. "I never stopped caring for you, not even after you left me in the late 1800s." He says truthfully
before pulling away so he can stare into the others eyes.
puts his hands to either side of Sadiq's face and his thumbs gently stroke his temples. 'I left for both our sakes. If I hadn't...what_
(( I think I'm missing a part. ))
sort of relationship would we have had anyway?' He smiles weakly. 'You know, I guess I can live with being just one of your special people.'
((No, it wasn't you, it was my silly family distracting me with weird stories. =) ))
smiles at him. "I would have liked to think it would have worked out...but I know it wouldn't have. It would have ended up worse." He laughs
at the next statement. "You guess you can be my special people? Why not my special person."
smiles and shrugs, eyes falling to watch the water. 'Because. Who's to say you won't fall for someone? I know I'd be jealous but outside_
the Olympics I'm not the best in competition. I should claim a part of you now before someone else takes all of you.'
lifts his chin. "You really do think ridiculous things." He says matter-of-factly. "It would be impossible to fall for someone else when I
realised that the thought of losing you a second time nearly tore me apart. You can even ask both Shalia and Yong Soo if you want." He gives
a small smile. "I'm only going to admit this once so enjoy this small victory, I am very stupid, I should have never told you I didn't want
to be in a relationship with you because that was a lie so I'm admitting this to you know so you know that the thought of loving someone
else is impossible."
flushes, positively glowing at hearing his words. 'I told you you'd never lose me...' He starts, 'But...I'm glad you were stupid.' He_
then realises this is probably the first time Sadiq has ever went as far as implying he loves him. He was pretty sure if he were a girl_
he'd be crying by now, but even though he wasn't he was still pretty close. He gently kisses him, lips lingering by his. 'I'm sorry for_
what I said when I was upset...all I can say is if you try to end a relationship with me again - have the decency to bring baklava.' He_
laughs softly, showing his attempt at humour.
kisses him back, laughing lightly. "How bout we save the baklava for a better occasion." He says as he presses his lips hard against the
Greeks for a few more soft kisses. "I'm sorry for being stupid..." He breathes. "I'll never put you throw something like that ever
again..." He pauses for a second snorting. "I see you've enjoyed your raki a little too much."
rests his forehead on his and laughs. 'I guess even when I try to forget about you through drinking I still end up going for what reminds_
me of you most of all.' He hums. 'If it helps, I don't feel dizzy anymore. I'm on my way to sobriety.' He grins, pulling at a strand_
of Sadik's hair down a little. 'Still worried I might drown?'
laughs. "Oh definitely worried." He replies before bending his knees a bit and picking the Greek up throwing him over his shoulder. He
starts making his way to shore before gently laying him down on the sand a good distance from the water and then laying beside him.
yelps, half expecting to be thrown completely behind the Turk and to be going head-first into the water. He's only slightly relieved when-
he realises what actually happened and he wriggles until he is placed on the sand. He stretches himself, and reaches his arm behind his_
head. 'So you're lifeguard Sadik now? Am I supposed to thank you for saving me, or pretend to be unconscious so you have to give me CPR?'
sits up and pulls off his shirt wringing it out and placing it beside him. "You didn't know I was a lifeguard." He laughs. "I would prefer
the latter rather than the former." He smirks before laying back down and using his hands as pillows.
's hand falls to continue stroking Sadik's hair and he watches him, amused. 'I had no idea. Now I'm concerned you have given other people_
the kiss of life on a daily basis - I should get you fired.' He laughs.
snorts. "I think they were going to fire me because I didn't want too." He winks moving his head closer to the hand and sighing at the
pleasant touches. His hair was his weakness.
enjoys watching Sadiq react in that way. He guesses that's why it was his weakness too. 'Darn, and there was me thinking I had blackmail on_
you.' He leans in and traces the curve of Turk's bottom lip with his finger.
watches the finger and opens his mouth a bit almost inviting the finger in. "You could." He murmurs huskily.
smiles and slowly runs his finger along the inside of Sadik's lips. 'Oh? I have blackmail?' He flips his bottom lip, automatically leaning_
in at the Turk's tone. 'I know you better than most, but I don't know what I could use,'
grabs the wrist and lets his tongue run over the finger before sucking on it lightly. "I'm sure you could be creative." He smirks lightly as
he takes hold of the Greeks collar pulling him down closer, leaning up a bit to run his lips against the others.
hums in agreement. 'I can be.' His eyes half-close and he savours the moment of being so intimate and close. The hand in Sadik's hair_
runs back and curves around the nape of the Turk''s neck. He meets his lips and enjoys an innocent, soft kiss before leaning in further_
and his tongue tentatively requests entrance to Sadiq's mouth.
opens his mouth to the Greek as he sucks lightly on Heracles bottom lip. He tightens his hold on the collar of Heracles' shirt leaning up a
bit on his elbow to deepen the kiss.
shuffles through the sand just a little and he gives a small, barely audible moan as his tongue meets Sadiq's. He can feel his cheeks_
beginning to flush and he gradually pushes Sadik onto his back, leaning over him. Seeing him on a bed of sand still damp from the sea had_
to be one of the most ravishing Sadik ever looked.
loosely wraps an arm around the Greeks waist guiding him more over him as he pushes into the kiss exploring that mouth fully and totally.
moves to straddle him, encouraged by the Turk's guidance. He hadn't expected to be in this position again after the other day, but his_
initial fear is now gone and all he wants is to taste and feel every inch of him whilst he has the chance again. His tongue dances with_
Sadik's until he finally has to part for air. 'Sand.' he says weakly.
's hands are holding the Greek's waist as he pants glancing up at him with a quirk of a brow. "Sand?" He breathes out. "What about the
sand?"
((I'll be honest, I had something for Greece to say about them and sand but I have now forgotten... I swear, it was good! I just forgot...))
(( Haha, the many little pebbles representing their many memories. Something about the waves lapping against the sand like their up and down
something or other. Hahaha, don't worry about it. ))
(( I can just go harass you in your other plurk and we can assume they had a good time. 
))
))
seems a little bit surprised as he looks down at the sand. 'I don't think I've ever been intimate on sand before.' He says, as if it were_
something utterly perplexing to him. He then smiles sheepishly. 'I guess I'm just...glad I'm here with you, that's all.' He laughs and_
wipes off some sand stuck to the skin on Sadik's neck and then kisses it.
((you're idea was better ... XD))
laughs having thought it was something else that preoccupied him. "It's fun." He reassures as he lets his hand slide up the Greeks shirt
tracing his finger over the others skin. "I could think of a better place than this for make-up sex." He murmurs while leaning his head to
the side giving him a bit more access quite aware of the sticking all over him.
's skin tingles and he shivers pleasantly. gently bites at his neck, proudly but discreetly causing a reddish mark which he licks over as_
he hums in interest. 'Mmm? Where's that?'
((Oh shit, I meant couldn't. HAHA. ))
(( Okay, I can work with this. ))
(( In a submarine fifty feet below the surface of the ocean. Yeah! That shit is good sex! coughcough Anywayyyy....))
((haha or I can change what Greece says))
(( Nah, don't worry about it. I'll think of something. ))
((HAHA! under water sex, you know Hera would love that XD))
((....Pffff, it would be hard...for YOU!! Bahaha, okay, I really need to stop. I'll just make some stuff up.))
gasps at the bite as he pushes the shirt up the Greeks body before rolling them around and tugging it completely off. He leans over him
taking his turn at nipping and sucking at his neck. "Making love to you as the currant of the ocean frames you beautifully while I thrust
hard into you." He murmurs huskily against Heracles skin.
Heracles
feels
a rush of excitement, and he grows hotter at the thought. He can feel the water just about tickling his heels as the tide gradually moves_
up the shoreline. Without the need to hold himself up, he quickly disposes of Sadik's shirt and his fingers fumble on his pants showing_
his great desire for the Turk, as well as a hint of sexual desperation. 'Agreed. That does sound so much better...' He arches upwards,_
pressing their bodies together close.
exhales sharply as he pushes his body down against the Greeks. "Want me to just beat around the push and get straight to the fucking?" He
growls as he shimmies out of his pants making quick work of the Greeks as well before taking hold of the throbbing erection under him and
squeezing it hard. "Is that what you want?"
((Should we private thread this now? ))