ugh..god. i'm fighting with myself..do i go or nor

not*

I just felt like shit yesterday and didn't get much sleep..but I fell asleep around 1:30-ish last night.

...;sigh- you guys aren't even gonna look, idek why i put this up here lol

but i've missed 4/6 days. .that's the only thing. . .

i mean my grade apparently is 1211 out of a possible 1000

I8 Know what. Screw it. I'm not going today. There's no way these other kids have only missed 5 days.

Seriously some of them like /NEVER/ come.

especially after yesterday..i just ..need some time to get my ducks in a row again..

and study..and do english homework.