Not having a good day. Going to shut up and try not to talk too much.

curls up on and wishes for a brain

... and I need to stop being awkward at my headphones quality.

I keep taking them out to make sure nobody else can hear. And I can't when I bring them more than an inch or two away, but.

And I have them on the lowest setting. it's just. really good quality.

fuck, no, I want to be writing. I don't even remember how long its been since I wrote proprly, everything kind of blends together, could be

a measure of weeks or months or days, all I know is I am getting to that itchy, discontented state where I fucking need the words to get

out or I'm going to go crazy.

except nothing comes out right, if it comes at all.