ay yai yai. life.

i'm so disheartened with the sad plethora of douchebags in san diego. all i seem to encounter are smug, perfectionist assholes.

who have a disdain for girls like me who dont know how to patronize or sit obediently silent as they ramble on abt themselves.

what happened to all the friendly, funny guys. the ones who arent caught up w getting laid or looking like david beckham. just normal dudes.

okay, yes normal dudes also want to get laid, but theyre subtle abt it at least. there's too manu trying hard alpha males in my area,

makes me wanna puke. the smug is repugnant.

and the problem isnt me. the men here are just rude, passive, and lazy.

i respect myself so i dont throw myself to their mercy. i'm okay w being having no bf. especially if the alternative are these fucks.