Wakefulness is not bad.

Normal hours are overrated. And suck. Did I mention they suck?

Yeah.

... Fuc all, I feel sick and twitchy and ion the verge of tears and goddammit I just want to do something so I can do to bed a

little bit less of a failure. Even if I dont actually want to go to bed so that I dont have to have tomorrow happen.

I want to scream. Or possibly run headlong into walls. Or anythig to get this feeling out of my chest.

curls up on and hides Its okay, it's nothign to be done just... sudden nosedive into bad brainspaces.

.... And then I finally managed to piece my brain together enough to do things and got recruited into doing my grandmothers puzzle and now

I'm justk ind of pissy and bitchy. Between losing brain and being sore from beinding over the table for so long... yeah.

curls around and loves and adores

Okay. I did a 100 things post, I am gathering together a musebox meme. And I went to school, goddamit. Brain, these ar things.

I finish this, I have earned sleep. Even if I am not going yet, I do not have to worry about earning it.

Do you hear me, brain?

<3333333 loves. All the damn love

listens to I Am Stretched on Your grave over and over, zones self out into tiredness That worked out well.

Still dont want to go to bed, but..

I can occasioanlly manage a decent relationship with bed. Just not when I hate getting up every day and going out this much.

Mmph, thirteen more days. I can do 13 days. Only six actual school days.

I need to put in applications. I'

m talking to my mother about tUSF an the FAFSA this weekend, so I have a reason to hold off on that, but.

Comp test. Needs to be done next week.

I will call -- tomorrow or Firday and schedule that.

Mmm, plans.