it started w/ a little chat.. a little exchange of point of views.. and a little background of ourselves..

we never plan to really be in to something.. we just want to talk and learn from each other's point of views..

during that time.. we have different lives.. places, people and priorities.. special someone..

our conversation became our grounds and foundation of our friendship.. we dream sometimes of the what ifs.. beautiful dreams.. but we never-

-want to spoil our friendship so we chose to remain that way.. we just want to cherish that beautiful friendship of ours.. comforzones

so many things that had happened to each of us.. a lot of change of hearts..time, places, people moved in and out into ourlives..

we crash, and then collide again.. we're trying to hold back of what we want to happen, I'm trying to hold back..

but the circumstances and time.. allows us to meet in an unexpected day.. it feels like magic.. and real.. the dreams that we usually-

jst dream.. the what ifs.. it turned out to real.. it felt that there is beautiful to come for the both of us.. we jst dont know it yet

we jst know its beautiful..

and then, everything happened so fast.. a lot of adjustments and arguments.. everyday.. it feels as if we're standing on something.. sand..

shifting sand.. and then I realized we need someone to hold us together.. I want to keep it.. but I jst don't know how.. all I know is that-

we need Jesus Christ to fix us..and to be with us..

If only you know how much I want to keep you.. and I pray that we can keep this together.. not relying on ourselves.. but putting ourselves-

to Christ.. and learning how to walk His ways.. I know we can make it till the end..

I don't know how to fix this.. if only I know how..