Coooooooooooooffeeeeee.

yeeeees.

I need to go get empanadas. Also a beautiful thing, food.

Someone make me get off Ao3 and do things.

The fail is starting to creep in and my brain is being dragged down and I need to stop failing and maybe that'll put it off for a bit.

Waiiiiting, waiting to do dishes.

Then there will be tags, I think, or at least tr to be.

Stiiiiill failing. Always failing.

... Completely unrealted to my brain, someday I have to actually watch this movie when my parents put it on, because it does look good.

The Way.

Four people on an peic walking tour of... somewhere. It has John Hannah. And Martin Sheen, which is why it keeps getting put on.

Kind of slow but I like the bits I catch of it? It just keeps getting put on when Im not in the mood to watch it.

Things were watched. Now things should be done. Should stop failing, should stop sucking.

Need to write, need a job, need to look at colleges, need too stop being a uselss layabout.

Keep saying it and never doing it, never have a brain, never have focus or the ability to think about life woithout wanting to cry.

curls up on and hides

trying tryin trying but I open things up and I feel like throwing up.

Right. Fic stopped working. I am going to go hide in something else. Either tabletop or Kongregate or something.

Something tat is not being me because me is a terrible option, does not deserve anything they have and cannot fucking cope even though

coping is the only goddamn option.