(...enthusiasm being an awkward and probably wrong descrption, but I dont kknow. Everything is sort of...foggy and numb and theo nyl reason

Iwant to expend the effort to do things is to getybrain toshut the fuck up, because itstoo active when I'm doing nothing.)

*Tags. I haven't got a lot of threads currently standing, but there are things I can tag at. And Iike my tags. I just. Words.

*Gathering together synopsises/cast lists/settingup comms for original words, whichis hopefully step one o figuring out if any of them have

anything resembling a writable plot idea to turn into a book. Or even can be made into a coherent short story collection.

*Editing fic, though rightn ow I feel like that's going to end in mass deletion so probablynot.

*Try and write. I just dont know if I can deal with failing at writing without crying.

*Answer emails/comments, maybe try to ogranize my inbox, even.

*... Just fucking sleep and stop pretending to be a real person.

The last one sounds really good, except I'm not tired, and it makes my brain stand up and shoutt "And what the hell do you think you've done

to deserve sleep yet?"

Nooooneof thishas worked yet. Fuck, and Imm supposed to do things tomorrow and I so do not want to sleep

....Aparnetly Icannot do pretty inspirational music right n ow. Good to know.

I should either get coffee or resign myself to uselessness.

Gotc offee. Lets see if it helps.

Or I could listen to Frank Sinatra. ...And to headmates singing along to Sinatra. Not produtctive, but makes me smile.