Going to make it a doig-thigns day, goddammit, whatever that takes.

nneed t study, do elance, work ontheboxes. Want to write. Could go for tagging, possibly gign to start with that since I only have about 3.

Adthen I didn;t.

Id idn't do anythng, I let myself curl up in distractionsbecause it shut my brain up and let me stop actively hating myself.

And now its all back andI just want more distraction because I'm a fucking failuret hat way.