Bad-ish news. She is begging me to come to burning man with her this year, free ticket.

I cannoooooot

I want to so bad

but I cannooootttt

we are talking about how I cried on the way home from FLAME, since it sort of sent home the realization I'm leaving...and I was sad

and i cried

and I didnt expect to

and she said "you will always be able to find us. We will always welcome you home"

and I'm already so emotional today, I'm just bawling