NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

TAKES WRITING OUT OF RUBBISH BIN TREASUREEEEEEEEE

it's such crap Joey, all of it, this entire story just SUCKS

nothing HAPPENS

oh my god

and my entire plot

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

is such godawful hackneyed crap

SHUT UP

NO

it's like everything you've read a thousand times over

IT'S PRETTY

I LIKE IT IT'S PRETTY

DON'T GIVE UP

PLEASE

OMG I WANT TO CRY NO PLEASE DON'T

my browser's going to kick me off plurk before i can even finish saying how much it sucks

awwww -hugs-

don't worry, i'm not giving up

NEVER GIVE UP

i'm still writing

OMG DON'T MAKE ME GO THERE AND HIT YOU

just convinced its all garbage

BECAUSE I WILL HIT YO

O

RI DON'T I WILL UHRT YOU DON'T

don't hit me, i'm already in pain

IT'S BEAUTIFUL

STOP YOUR RUBBISH TALK AND START BELIEVING IN YOURSELF

-snuggles-

hopefully when my time of the month is over

i will not think it's crap

or maybe once i've finished writing it

RI PLEASE

IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT I'M JUST GONNA BE SAD BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE YOUR STORY

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE

OMG I'M GETTING SO EMOTIONAL NOW

i'm sorry

-hugs- don't be sad

CLINGS YOU ARE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING WITH A BEAUTIFUL MIND

YOU SHOULDN'T FEEL THIS WAY OMG

my browser is seriously going to kick me off any minute now

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

now you're gonna make ME cry, and we'll both end up crying and blubbering

awwwwww i love you too

-hugs-

HUGS

i'm still going, don't worry

OH YOU BETTER BECAUSE JOIDSFJGDKF

YOU'VE COME SO FAR TO JUST GIVE UP

i'll send you chapter 7 soon... wait, have i sent you 6? crap i'm losing track

SEND ME BOTH JUST IN CASE BECAUSE YEAH

okay :3

but not yet, at 5, when my browser lets me use the internet without cutting off

that's... an hour and 20 mins

AWESOME

Ah, an hour spent reading Avengers fic, lol

i'm allowed to be useless and not write enough, i'm sick

blah, maybe it's too soon for Saim - you'll insist that it's not, but as far as I'm concerned my story has the worst pacing ever

oh god, i write and all i can think is that NOTHING IS HAPPENING

THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT STUPID THINGS AND EVERYONE WILL BE BORED AND I'M RUBBISH

-creys-

Honestly I can't read the things you sent me because you're being so negative. It makes me sad.

D:

i'm sorry

really joey i'm sorry, i'm just hormonal and it's really hard for me to remain positive when i'm in pain and i'm sure it sucks less than

i feel like it does. and i'm still writing, even though i know i need to go back and polish everything and get all the pacing and FIX IT all

it's just really hard because i feel like i have no idea what i'm doing and no one even CARES and then i feel stupid because why should

anyone care? i'm the one who wants to be a writer, i shouldn't need people telling me it's good and i should keep writing

and i have still been writing every day and i'm over 25,000 words and i'm proud of that fact, i'm just having a bad day :/

Yeah. It's kinda depressing.

yeah well, maybe i thought that i'd come and rant and you'd cheer me up like normal and i'd feel inspired to keep going, knowing that the

person i'm writing this for still believes in me and wants to read what i've written

I guess it got to me.

but if i'm being too depressing then i'll just go

I'm sorry it's just not working today.

I'M sorry. hugs

it's not your fault, i'm being a bitch/in a lot of pain/hormonal cause of my time of the month

i can't expect people to help me, i've got to do this on my own

Not all the time though...

i've been relying pretty heavily on you to keep me going with this book, and it was only a matter of time before that took its toll

when you feel like reading what i've dredged up, as unedited as it is, then give me a buzz

until then, i'm going to go and write

Sure thing chicken wing. Periods suck. I wish you didn't have it.

-hugs- thanks