thanks. I gave up a temp job for this oppertunity.

now i'm totally worried and wondering if i can actually handle it

I hope you will be ok

Didn't get the job, lack of experience, but at least she'll pay me a bit for yesterday

I'm sorry to hear that. Will you keep applying for others?

yes, of course, can't stop because I'm not hire-able to majority of businesses

Why is that, if it is not a rude question?

i lack experience.

and yes I know I'm being melodramatic

That's not melodramatic. It can be a pain though, yes.

whats worse now, is that my BF just got told today that they are going to be closing his job place. So either move or new job.

Well, good luck either way. I have moved to follow a job (or a girl) more than once.

he isn't moving. Though if he did i would follow.