But there are still times I don't know what's up

there are still times I'm afraid you'll do something crazy like that one night.

I know we've talked about this

and you said you were a different person

but please understand that I was awake for that whole ordeal, while you overdosed.

It scared the living hell out of me and it still does.

I'm trying to pull past it, i'm trying but sometimes I feel like I'm walking on eggshells.

I don't want to trigger something like that in someone again, especially not you.

I'm sorry I did one little thing wrong. I'm sorry that effects you

alksjdf

cuss everything.

:c kimmy

kimmy ;A;!!