Yet each time I go through it, I learn something new about myself.

And although I'd prefer to not go through it again, something in me is intrigued by what I might discover next time. And there is no fear.

Am I just really loosing it or what?

You already lost it, so it's all ok... LoL ANYWAY, I hope it passes soon.

It was most likely one large cluster that's been growing for a long time. I used to be pretty un-active. The left side went in 2007.

These have all been on the right.