I feel so bad for going ot sleep now. Oh my goodness.

We were on Skype for a while yesterday and he all the sudden just disappeared. I just thought his computer had over heated.

But he had disconnected cause he felt like he was taking out his anger at his dad on me and he didn't wanna play his music mad.

But I didn't even feel like he was taking it out on me.

But when he came back a bit ago it showed all the messages he sent while I was online and oh my goodness. o.o

My poor baby. D:

Such keypounds and he felt terrible about leaving and he missed me so much he started looking at braids. D:

Apparently he'd logged off, sat under his coffee table for a while walked around for a bit, and sat in the park for an hour.

And then couldn't sleep.

The past few nights we've been sleeping on the the skype call and he couldn't sleep because I wasn't there.

He finally got on a bit ago and we got on the call again just so he could sleep with me here.

My poor babbbbbyyyyyy.

If I had just stayed on for a few more hours this could have been fixed.

I could have helped him.

I could have comforted him...

Ugh.

At least he's okay now... PoorOtter.

As soon as we got on the call though, and he got comfy, I'm pretty sure he's conked out now.

Looks like it at least.

He didn't sleep at all last night... UGH.

Pretty braid he found though o.o

If only I had enough hair. lol

He linked to that and then below "withdrawls"

aww

Poorthinggoddamnit

I feel so bad.

* x (

...this is really romantic though....

Meeh

Ijustfeelbad. xD

Notsomuchromanticthough... isit? O.o

meh

Our longest skype call streak is 39 hours... heh xD

He's 19 and I'm 15. x_x And by the time I'm 16, he'll be 20.

But we do have crushes on each other, so...

mvikernsgioergbueri mEH

I know.

But he worries about it. Society wouldn't take it well (those assholes) and then there's the law... I'm a minor.

He's a legal adult. If someoe decided to make our relations their business things wouldn't go well for him.

He's just hangin out there. Up in the corner. :3

While I watch Doctor Who. xD

And yeah. It does. People are assholes but it's not like we can change that.
You can't really choose who ya like ya know?

But even before we liked each other we plan on traveling together when I turn 18. He travels a lot. Up and down the California coast.

And he sent me a friggin mandolin and he's going to teach me to play. The package with it should be here sometime later today.

Only two more years! Ugh.

yeahokaywhatever. xD

AAANYWAYS! XD

He's like one of my best friends. I saw him recently-sih when I saw Starkid in downtown disney. he was in the area and came by to say hi.

I'll probably see him again some time in August for my birthday and then in October for Hobbs Grove bluegrass fest.

We don't like close. So not like we could be in a relationship anyways. Gotta wait those two years. xP

I know it does.

I was with my ex for 14 months. Half of those moths were spent with him moving back and forth from here to Arizona.

xD

Yeah. We'll make it work though.

EventimehemovesIjump. causeit'slikeOMGITMOVES. XD

There he is normal and not a lump surrounded by covers.

Well. a bit exaggerated of a smile but it's my favorite. xD

bnureioperjgeklrm iluffmyOtter c:

Oh. I just realized. That must sound confusing. xD Otter is my nickname for him. his name is Scott. Scott turned into Scotter which got

shortened to Otter. XD
My name is Lauren which got shortened to Lorn then Lornybird and now just Bird. XD

We'rekindofweirdos. LOL

I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HIS PACKAGE TODAY OMG

I'MGOINGTOLIVEPLURKIT

X___X NOOOOOO

NOI'MNOTOMG XD

NOOOO

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I'malways asdfghjklpoiuy x_x