and my boyfriend AGAIN hasn't said anything to me in days

;sigh

pets

should i just leave him, zippy? ;melts into pets

i dunno what the situation is :?

..we just in general don't talk. i'll attempt texting him..and get nothing back

mmmm

how often do you see him in person?

i gave up on calling him a long time ago 'cause..1. i can't call people without having their permission first. 2. he never answersw

..........idont..

O_o?

..it's long distance..

oh uh

how long

..2 states away.

oh well thats not bad but if you dont see him.

and hes not contacting you

idk id be like

fuck it

but i need attention LOL.

my gf lives 3 states away and we've been together 3 years but we a) talk CONSTANTLY like every single day i talk to her more than the people

i live with lmao

and i visit her at least once every other month usually more

..i'm terrified of the people that live near me..

idk im very.

communication is important

but thats me

i'm terrified of people in general..

and....i had a feeling this was gonna happen..

i've told him over and over again we don't talk..and the last time i told him

i told him if we don't talk more this isnt gonna work

when we do talk on the phone he ends up falling asleep or non-responsive

and he always stops texting me after like..5-10 minutes

if HE ANSWERS AT ALL

i don't get it..this always happens..

i mean..do i scare people away? am i too clingy? am i bothersome? am i that BORING?

i have to be doing something wrong if this happens in every relationship i get into..

ever since that girl fucked up 2 of my relationships CONSECUTIVELY ..

..i..i can't seem to keep anybody..

they always end up disappearing

it takes time to find The One bb

i had several disconnected relationships in the past

long distance is especially hard

It figures when I start contemplating leaving him he calls me.. and it makes me think Im just paranoid.