[Event 1] woke up feeling terrible. He didn't even want to open his eyes because whatever light was around felt way too bright.
poked him with a pen quietly, " Wake up idiot. You fell asleep during a meeting." They were in his office.
snapped up at that, feeling dizzy from the sudden movement and opened his eyes a little, his vision blurry.
hovered over him, snorting as she shifted her glasses. " Still feeling like crap?"
nods as he rubbed his head. "What went on in the meeting...?"
nodded toward his desk. " The usual boring shit. It's been all done and covered so we can head home." She stood up after.
rubbed his eyes a bit. "Why are you here...? I thought I only asked for a ride..."
snorts, " Am I not allowed to work here as well? I came by to see how your country was doing and lo and behold you were sleeping on the job."
frowned as he looked down. "... I don't even remember..."
sighs as she patted his head, " It's fine. I took care of it."
frowned more as he closed his eyes and started falling asleep again.
fixed the blanket on him prior to going back to working at the computer. " Just sleep for now then."
shakes his head. "Home for you would be good..."
growls, " Shut up, you're sick." She retorted quickly.
cowered and nodded as he just held his head.
huffs promptly after, " There's medicine and water on the table beside you." She pointed out before getting back to work.
slid his hand over to sip some water, feeling dehydrated.
went back to typing and working quietly.
coughed a bit before sitting up again, sighing. "Home..."
glanced over and sighed before cleaning up and going over to him to get her blazer back that she used as a blanket for him. " Alright." She grabbed a few documents and helped him up after.
supported himself a bit as he used the wall as well. He looked around and frowned. "Is there any work here that I need to finish right now...?"
shakes her head as she supported him. " Nej it's been taken care of."
nods and put his hand on her shoulder to help keep himself more upright. He breathed heavily as his vision blurred again.
glanced over and continued to support him quietly.
cursed a bit. "Are there stairs...?"
glanced over to him, " There's an elevator."
nods a little. "That might be best..."
found that he seemed really off. She brought him to the elevator and went to the ground floor where she parked her car.
kept his eyes closed, feeling disoriented whenever they were open.
help him into the car and started driving back home.
Netherlands
was
instantly asleep once he got sat down.
shook her head at that and just focused on getting him home.
hated how she had to take care of him so much.
didn't think he should blame himself at all though. She wanted to take care of him.
just kept passed out the whole way home. He felt terrible.
kept an eye on him and eventually reached her home. She helped him out afterwards into the house.
walked with her slowly, his vision going back to normal for a few moments. "... Why is there a bear and moose drinking tea in the house?"
He might have been hallucinating just a bit.
shook her head. " There isn't anything there." She stated bluntly and brought him upstairs to her bedroom so he could rest.
shakes his head as he held onto the railing. "Nee, the bear... why?"
scowled as she ushered him upstairs, "...There isn't anything there at all." She was sure of it.
frowned and followed it. "Why are there large animals in your house?"
sighs as she followed him, " I don't know. Now can you please rest?"
swayed a bit. "I am... I'm air resting..."
furrowed her brows as she grew more confused.
smiled a bit, feeling lighter and swayed more.
Dorthe
was
starting to get really worried about that...
eventually fell against the wall and slowly started to slide down. "Now I'm flying..."
watched as she scowled and pulled him up, " Upstairs you go then."
frowns. "But I'm flying..."
dragged him to bed without another word after. She wasn't interested at all in that.
followed her without hesitating, but tripped up the stairs a few times.
pulled him along and just tucked him into bed after getting him into something comfortable.
pulled and pushed at the blankets. "The bear says no..."
growled faintly, "What?"
"The bear doesn't want blankets in the house..."
growled, " This is my house and my property. There is no bear here."
pointed to the corner. "Right there..."
shot a glance at that corner before glaring at him. " There is no bear." Her voice was slightly raised as this was getting irritating.
frowned and shook his head. "Nee... there's a bear. It's white. With blue and purple in it's fur."
shook her head. " Nej there is nothing." She growled and tucked him in roughly.
made a quiet sound. "But I see it.."
's voice grew more stern, " If I can't see it, then it doesn't exist."
looked at her, a bit devastated. "..."
glared at him before tucking him into bed and heading downstairs to clean up and deal with other things.
just sank into the bed, staring at the ceiling.
went to do some paperwork in silence.
felt like a part of him had been destroyed.
wasn't in any mood to deal with it. She never liked animals in the first place.
knew she didn't, but he was still seeing the bear..
kept working in the meantime, a little too peeved to bother with checking on him.
could tell he annoyed her, but he didn't mean to....
just really didn't like animals and the imaginary sort didn't help either.
Netherlands
was
fine and quiet until he suddenly screamed and pushed himself up against the headboard. He thought the bear was going to try and kill him.
tensed when she heard the sound and immediately rush upstairs to see what the hell was going on.
had some sweat running down the side of his face, unable to move. He just looked at her, scared.
sighed as she went over to him, sitting on the edge of the bed to see what was wrong. " What happened?"
shook a bit as he looked at her. "I-I couldn't move and I thought I'd get eaten..."
cursed quietly as she wiped off the sweat from his face with a tissue. " Like I said before, there is no bear. You're just hallucinating."
frowns. "How...?" It looked so real to him, and he couldn't stop looking at it.
narrowed her eyes, " If its real then it'll be able to attack me." She knew he was having problems now.
tried to move in front of her, so as to put him himself between the bear and her.
sighs and just pushed him back to bed. There was no bear.
kept staring at it. His imagination was real to him.
sighed and sat there, proving to him there was no bear and nothing was going to harm him.
frowned a bit and closed his eyes, flopping his head into the pillow. "I'm going mad.."
nods, " Ja you are." She replied bluntly.
frowned more and picked at the cuts on his arms.
grabbed his hands, " Stop it." She growled.
tensed a bit. "But... why?"
glared at him, " Do you want me to hate you?"
shakes his head. "N-nee..."
scowls, " Then don't do things that will make me hate you."
frowned a bit, opening his mouth to say something but then just kept quiet.
went to clean the cuts and wrap it up in bandages to avoid him from picking at the cuts again.
winced a bit but kept still for her.
made sure it he wouldn't hurt himself before going to get some tea for him. This was just giving her a headache.
knew he was being a pain... He turned onto his side and curled up again, sighing.
returned with some tea later and sat on the edge of his bed quietly.
curled up more, sniffling a bit and trying to hide his tears. "S-sorry..."
sighed harshly but pulled him close to her after.
shook his head a bit. "I hate being a pain..."
stroked his hair lightly as she frown. "...You're just sick. That's all."
frowned. "How sick...?"
paused but she kissed the top of his head after, "...Focus on getting well first."
frowned more and closed his eyes. "Really sick then..."
nods faintly as she rubbed his back lightly. " You'll be fine with me around."
let out a shaking breath as he tried to relax. "Ja... with you..."
continued trying to help him relax. " Exactly."
played a little with her shirt, just liking having something to hold onto.
watched but didn't complain. She did wear a bit of a frilly blouse today.
chewed on his lip a bit. "... You like me, ja?"
nods slowly, " Without a doubt."
closed his eyes a bit. "And ye like the scars, ja...?"
nods again as she watched him. " Ja." She wasn't sure what he was getting at.
"But you won't let me make more.... why?"
growled as she looked at him, " Because it hurts me to see you hurt yourself."
cowered a bit. "Then... what if... you did it...?" It was a far fetch.
narrowed her eyes, "...Why the fuck will I ever hurt you?"
cowered some more. "W-well... I just thought..."
glared as she tighten her hold on him, " I'm not a sadist. I like your scars but I hate the fact that you hurt yourself to make them."
nodded a little. "I just figured... if I let you be in charge, you'd at least not make them as deep, but I'd still feel better... i-if I was that down..."
glared more at him, " I will never do that. Do you seriously want me to hate you?" She looked at him in the eye.
instantly looked away and tried to hide from her.
held onto him. " Are you just going to hide every single time we talk about this?"
nods a little. "I-if you get mad at me, ja..."
frowns, " I will be really mad if you attempt to even think about it."
gripped her shirt more. "I see..."
stroked his back lightly, " Just rest please."
nods a little, frowning a bit that he couldn't even think of that... even though he was.
soften her gaze slightly, " Just please don't. I really upsets me whenever you do that."
It*
closed his eyes and sighed. "I've not been thinking about it much....."
nods at that, " Good then."
felt weak again and just slumped into her.
sighed and held him close, rubbing his back lightly.
enjoyed that and soon fell asleep. He liked her soft touches.
smiled and hummed softly to help soothe him more.
got quiet and breathed lightly. He was getting too use to this,
didn't see any reason not to get used to this. She has been trying hard to be more gentle with him.
could tell. He'd probably try to go home once he was better.
wouldn't stop him even if she wanted him to stay here.
thought she needed to get some of her meanness back for her to he herself.
felt that would be unnecessary if she wanted to be with him...
wanted her to be happy...
Dorthe
was
happy with him. She just grew upset whenever he hurt himself.
would try hard not to anymore.
appreciated that a lot really.
fell fully asleep. She meant so much to him that he'd try anything for her...
kissed his forehead lightly before getting more comfortable. She was feeling tired too.
felt bad for constantly sleeping on her.
didn't mind it, she liked having him in her arms really.
liked being held, he loved being wanted.
wanted him to know that she really did want him.
Netherlands
was
just happy... even if his scars he kept thinking about.
shifted and fell into a light sleep after.
clung to her as he slept.
held him lose, not letting go this time.
Netherlands
was
glad for this.
just wanted him to get better and trust her.
would try his hardest to get better now.
would help him every way she could...
couldn't wait.
shifted a bit quietly but continued to sleep in the meantime.
woke up in the middle of the night, coughing quietly. He was feeling too warm to be under the covers...
stirred as she was starting to wake up from the sounds. She looked down at him sleepily, wondering what was wrong.
just made some quiet sounds and tilted his head away from her. He had sweat dripping down his face a bit.
used her sleeve to wipe off the sweat as she looked at him. " You okay?"
nods a bit. "J-just... warm..."
frowns and shifted a bit to give him some room. " I'll can get you some water."
shakes his head as he just shifted to take off his sweater. "N-nee... it's okay.."
nods slowly, " Are you sure?"
took a deep breath and nodded, staring at the ceiling with half closed eyes. "Ja..."
helped him take off his sweater before opening another window to help him breathe better.
pushed the blankets past his chest and just spread out a bit. "Dank u... I can... go downstairs if you want to sleep here..."
shakes her head, " Nej it's fine. The bed is big enough for two people to share."
nodded. "I just didn't want to keep bothering you..." He closed his eyes and tilted his head to the side again.
snorts at that, " If you consider this bothering me then you have no idea how bad you were in the past when I first met you."
made a small sound and shrunk a bit.
smirked as she messed up his hair after, " I never said it was a bad thing though."
blushed and curled up a little, holding out a hand to her.
took his hand gently as she looked to him. " Feeling better now?"
nods a little. "Not sweating as bad, so I guess..." He lightly pulled her towards him.
made a faint sound but nodded. " Alright but if you feel any different, tell me."
nods and shifted closer to her.
glanced out to the window, " Is there anything you want to do in particular?"
shakes his head. "Just be near you..."
briefly nods and smirks, " So you really like me back too then, ja?"
nods. "If I didn't, I'd still have a razor hidden some where.."
paled at that for a brief moment, "...Just don't keep any around you please."
closed his eyes and nodded. "I can't get them easily anymore anyways.."
seemed a little relieved about that. "...Ja, that's good to know then."
sighed as he started to feel cold now. He didn't like how he couldn't get razors easily, but he'd do anything for her.
didn't want him to get any at all. Not even try or even bother to think about it. It really disturbed her...
Netherlands
was
starting to get odd looks from the stores he went to, so he had to settle for shipping them. He just sighed and put his arm over his eyes.
still didn't think he should have being doing that in the first place. If she knew, she would have done everything in her power to stop him.
couldn't help it. He had real self-esteem problems, and the bullying he got throughout his life didn't help.
Dorthe
was
there to support him...
needed all he could get, really... He just held her closer, not wanting to let go.
stroked his hair lightly again, reminding him quietly that she was there for him.
gripped her shirt again, sighing quietly. He was getting tired again.
frowned, " Do you want to rest again?"
nods. "You can... leave though..."
shook her head, " Nej, that's fine."
frowned. "I don't want to keep you from more important things..."
smiles faintly, " It isn't. You are important to me." As embarassing as it was to say.
smiled and just held her close.
shifted slightly but didn't complain.
tried to rest to give his mind a break.
wished she could do sonething to help him...
thought just being around was helping.
wanted to do more though.
doesn't know what else she could do now.
didn't have any idea really but try to help him get better somehow.
thought getting the cold to be gone would be a great start.
sighed and put the blanket around him again before closing one of the windows.
curled up and coughed a bit, sighing a little. He wasn't even hungry or thirsty.
rubbed his back lightly after, " It should be about time to take your medication."
frowns. "Kay..."
looks to him, " Want to come downstairs with me then?" She figured the exercise will help.
nodded a little. "If I can bring the blanket with me, then ja.."
nods as she helped him up from the bed, keeping the blanket around him.
kept it tight around him like a caccoon. He felt a bit better with this.
didn't mind as she held onto his hand and started heading downstairs to the kitchen.
kept close to her and was careful. The last thing he wanted was to fall down the stairs.
supported him along the way to be safe.
appreciated it and took a breath when he touched the ground again. "Dank u..
helped him to the kitchen and sat him down before getting some water and medicine for him.
curled up in the blanket as much as he could. "Sorry..."
shakes her head as she put the medicine beside him, " Nej, its fine."
took the medicine and a little bit of water, downing it quickly. He shivered after and just rubbed his arms.
nodded briefly before looking at the time. She figured she would make a small snack for them for now.
watched her shyly as she moved around. He really appreciated all she was doing.
just worked quietly seeing she wasn't to make him comfortable here.
wanted to help... even just a little...
didn't mind if he wanted to help but she didn't want to get the blanket dirty.
didn't want to move much either...
couldn't really do much about that then. She made some sandwiches for him to eat in the meantime.
looked at them, sighing. He wasn't that hungry...
did make him a smaller portion. He wasn't hungry but she was.
pulled the sandwich closer and just kept watching her.
ate quietly after cleaning up. She wasn't going to force him to eat if he didn't feel like it.
took a few nibbles at it.
tried to make the sandwiched a bit different with some smoked salmon and cream cheese.
thought it was good... he was upset that he wasn't hungry.
looks over to him, " You can eat it later if you're not hungry."
nods a bit. "I might have to..."
went to wrap it up for him and place it in the fridge. " Just tell me when you're hungry then."
nodded and closed his eyes, glad to be around her still.
watched and made some tea to help him out.
held the tea in his hands, glad for the warmth.
went back to eating quietly, glancing over to him now and then to make sure he was okay.
Netherlands
was
fine. Even if he wasn't watching her now he liked being near her.
Dorthe
was
just worried about his health.
would be fine, hopefully.
would still worry about him either way. She might not like to show it at all but it was in her nature to do so.
liked being worried for, really.
guessed that worked out somehow.
"What do you want to do..?"
looks over to him and shrugs, " That depends on you."
frowns and shakes his head. "Nee, I want you to do something you want to do."
looks to him and raises a brow, " And if that turns out to be me wanting to do something based on what you want to do, then what?"
... frowns. "I don't know..."
looks to him, " What do you like to do on a daily basis then?"
shrugs. "I like... to be outside... or..." He frowned a bit. "I don't know..."
glanced out to the window. "...Do you want to go shopping then?"
frowns. "I'm not sure... if..." He sighed and nodded. "Ja."
smiled for once that he was able to make a decision, " Then lets get ready to go then." She clean up and waited for him before heading upstairs.
went to get ready himself, not wanting to show he was still freezing and a little lost with balance. He just wanted her to be happy.
noticed and helped him out. She did get a scarf for him to help keep him warm since he couldn't take the blanket with him.
wrapped it around his neck tightly, and tucked his hands in his pockets
fixed him up a bit and reminded him to put on a coat before putting her own coat and shoes on. She didn't like being cold sometimes.
got all warm things he could on before getting his shoes on. He sighed a bit and prepared himself.
grabbed her keys before slipping on her shoes. The shopping district wasn't too far from her home.
stayed close to her once they got out. To him it felt like it was below zero.
held onto his arm to keep him close after closing the door behind her and locking up. She started to lead the way after.
kept as close as he could to her.
slipped her hand into his pocket and held onto his hand. Her hand was really warm.
blushed but liked it. The warmth was very much welcomed.
paid no heed to the looks she was receiving and continued to walk. She spent most of her time quietly observing her surroundings.
did like being out again... especially with her.
did slow down eventually as they drew closer to the shopping district. They could take their time walking around here.
didn't mind as long as he had her hand.
squeezed his hand lightly as she glanced through the windows. There was a lot to see here actually.
liked looking though some things as well... He liked to shop
knew that whenever she recieved gifts from him. She figured it was nice to do something he liked.
kind of wanted a necklace...
wondered what it looked like.
knew it was silver, and... he couldn't remember anything else.
would go from store to store looking for it then.
didn't want to waste all her time looking for something he didn't remember...
would still look for it. She found it worth her time doing something for someone she cared about.
didn't want to distract her still..
wanted to do this for him and so she continued to look from store to store.
appreciated it then. Though he didn't konw when she'd see what he wanted.
would keep trying and asking him from time to time. She wondered where did he last see it.
just knew it was at a corner, he saw it in the store window.
went to every corner she knew of then.
started to feel in familiar areas... but he still couldn't remember what he liked right now.
tried her best to search her mind. Maybe the next store had it...
sighed. "Find something you like... maybe you'll know for me..."
shook her head, " I want to get you something you like."
nods. "Then look for something you think I'd like.."
blinks and sighed before heading to a store she liked to visit.
just kept a tight hold on her hand.
went to an accessory store she liked and slowly went through the displays to see if she could find anything.
glanced around, liking all the shiny things.
noticed a necklace that might fit him nicely...
glanced over to it and stared. He did like the shine.
picked up and put it on him to see how it looked.
shifted his scarf a bit to see what it was like against his skin. He liked it...
smiles and tried another one on him after to see which one he liked the most.
liked both... he didn't know what to pick.
thought there were plenty more for him to choose.
frowned a little. He was very indecisive...
waited quietly, letting him choose as she found more necklaces for him.
looked them all over carefully. He still couldn't choose... they were all so nice.
thought they could look at another store then if they were the ones he wanted.
doesn't think more ideas would benefit them... He just couldn't think enough. "You pick one and I'll buy it..."
picked the one that looked the best and paid for it without another word. She wanted to give him that gift.
frowned. "I was... going to pay..."
shakes her head as she handed him the small bag. " I wanted to get it for you."
took it tightly and smiled as he blushed and put it in his pocket. "D-dank u..."
raised a brow, " Why don't you let me help you put it on?"
blushed more and fidgeted. "I-I guess... you could...." He took out the bag and the necklace, holding it out for her.
made sure he stayed still before taking the necklace and putting it on him. She stood back after. "...It's looks good on you."
blushed more and smiled. "Ja? Dank u..." He touched it lightly. "I like it..."
nods as she fixed it up for him so it would show underneath his scarf. She handed him the bag with the box in it after. " That's good."
smiled and pocketed the box again, taking her hand for warmth once more. He was really happy.
held onto his hand and went back to window shopping with him after. For a brief moment there was a content smirk on her face, glad that he liked it.
Netherlands
was
really happy, he did rather enjoy the necklace. Especially because she bought it and picked it for him. It just meant more.
Dorthe
was
glad it meant a lot to him. She hoped it conveyed her feelings towards him better.
thought it was a start, that's for sure...
Dorthe
was
just not very good at showing her affection to people really.
knew she wasn't. He took a lot of it as bullying before.
Dorthe
was
just a bit more rough with people she cared about...
would get use to that soon and understand it...
tried to be more gentle with him.
didn't think she had to. He just had to man up.
kind of liked the way of how docile he was compared to her though.
had always been like this... he hadn't changed much from the past. Shy and never assertive.
preferred it that way really. It contrasted to herself a lot...
really did think opposites attract. Because he doesn't know exactly why he likes her so much, he just did.
had no idea really. She just liked how shy he was. It was kind of a cute trait of his.
didn't think it was cute... It some times got him into trouble.
would get him out of trouble then if that was the case.
hoped she was around when that happened then...
would try to be around him as often as she could.
didn't want her to go out of her way to be with him though. He wanted her to live her own life still.
Dorthe
was
living her own life but she wanted to include him in it.
would gladly be apart of it...
squeezed his hand gently as she continued to walk and look through the windows of the stores.
squeezed it back, liking the simple affection.
paused as she noticed some rings on display at a store.
glanced over to them. "... Do you like them...?"
nods slowly. " Theres two though. One for a male, the other is for females."
nodded a little. "They're nice..."
nods again in agreement. " Ja they are but they're also very expensive." She pointed out the price tag after.
shrugs. "Which one do you like best...?"
raises her brow. " I don't think you can buy couple rings separately."
glanced at the male ones. "I'll get one too then.."
pointed to a pair that looked nice and had colours that matched their respective countries. " How about those?"
nodded and picked them out, only taking his hand from hers to pay for them.
blinks at that. She wanted to pay for them originally but she wouldn't complain if he wanted to do that.
thought it was only fair. He took the small bag after and smiled shyly to the cashier and then Dorthe.
looked to the side after, trying to not show her excitement. She found his expressions too adorable for her to handle sometimes.
didn't know exactly how to give the ring to her...
thought he could just put it on her and she could put it on him.
wondered where she wanted to do that then...?
let him have the say for that. She wasn't picky.
wouldn't mind finding a spot she liked in the city...
wanted him to choose if that would make him take a bit of an initiative.
blushed and headed out, checking out the area.
followed after without another word.
just kept walking until he found a nice spot on a bridge over a canal. He smiled shyly again as he took out the small boxes with the rings in them.
smiled faintly as she looked at the canal. It looked really nice...
fidgeted a bit before taking out her ring and putting it on her
looked at it before nodding in approval. It had the colours of his flag on it.
smiled as he looked down at it, admiring it.
took his hand gently after before sliding his ring on his finger. Now they matched.
smiled more and looked at her, clearly happy.
had a very faint smile on her lips as she looked back to him. " So what would happen if I pushed you into the canal?" She joked lightly.
made a sound and held her hand tightly. He didn't want to get sicker.
couldn't help but laugh at that reaction. It was sweet but also silly. "...Ja, ja. I'm just kidding."
sighed. "Good... I don't want to be more of a burden for you."
nods as she glanced at the canal before looking back to him. " You aren't a burden to me you know." She stated.
frowned and looked down. He felt like one, especially while sick.
pulled him close and quietly place a kiss on his lip. " If you were a burden, I wouldn't be going out of my way for you."
blushed and nodded, smiling as he hugged her a bit.
hugged him back quietly. She was a little embarrassed at expressing her feelings in public,
thought they could go home now if she wanted..
Dorthe
was
fine...she wanted to spend more time with him outside.
kept hold of her hand then. He wanted her warmth.
leaned against the wall of the bridge, "Where do you want to go now?"
shrugs. "Where ever you want to go?"
shrugs, "I guess we can wander around."
nodded and held her hand tighter as he walked around.
went back to idly window shopping as they passed by some store.
Netherlands
was
too pleased to really care about what he saw in the windows.
still took her time in case she found anything she liked for him.
Netherlands
was
just too happy to think of anything else now...
stopped him briefly before he stepped on a kitten. " Watch where your going."
made a sound and nodded, glad that she stopped him, even if she didn't like animals.
shooed the vile thing away before continuing walking.
kept close to her, happy still, but more aware now.
Dorthe
was
glad he was more alert
didn't want to have to depend on her to watch where he walked now too.
didn't mind seeing he was in such a good mood now.
Netherlands
was
really in a good mood... though he was a little tired.
hoped he wasn't too worn out before they returned home.
would be able to make it home, hopefully..
would help him back safely.
started to get more tired and stumbled a little, making a small sound. "S-sorry.."
nods and let him lean on her. " Do you want to rest?"
shakes his head. "I'll be fine until we get home..."
nods and decided to head towards a cafe so he could rest.
didn't want to seem weak to her..
just thought it would be nice to sit down and chat over tea. She didn't see him weak at all.
wouldn't mind that... the break might do him a little good even.
thought it was a nice place since it had couches and a cute atmosphere.
just saw a couch and went over to sit on it.
thanks the waiter who handed them the menu as she sat down next to the Dutchman.
leaned a bit on her as his tired eyes scanned the menu.
pushed some water to him. " Do you want some tea or coffee?"
nods as he sipped the water. "Coffee... it might give me more energy."
nods and orders that for him while she had a parfait for herself. She really liked relaxing in these places.
liked being with her, and the atmosphere here seemed quiet calming.
leaned back after as she looked at the ring on her finger, rubbing against the crystals on the design lightly.
glanced over and smiled. "Like it...?"
reddened slightly and nodded. She was usually quiet about things she liked.
thought that was kind of cute about her.
kept gaze shifted to the side and didn't say much after. She was a bit of a quiet type after all.
didn't think so... He always saw her as strong though.
didn't like interacting with people sometimes or rather most of the time because of how introverted she could get.
thought she was a pretty intimidating person when she was out...
did only when provoked really.
tried not to piss her off, though some times it was really hard.
did try to control her anger from time to time...
didn't want her to hold anything in, though. If she was stressed out she could let it out.
had other ways of venting instead of taking it out on people or herself. For now she just ate the parfait that arrived along with his coffee.
wondered how she delt with her stress...
wouldn't tell him of course.
wanted to know thouhg.
found it really embarrassing to talk about it.
still wanted to know... He might be able to help with her.
shifted as she looked at him. She handed him a leather bounded book that she kept on her at all times. Writing was her way of venting really.
raised his brow and glanced throught it.
had never shared her writing with anyone before but she would make an exception. It contained everything from venting to anything really. There was a photo of him back of back in the day when she first met him.
blushed a little when he saw that. "How'd you get this...?"
shifted a bit, " It's actually a picture of your portrait." She looked away slightly as she was obviously embarrassed.
nods a little, not knowing someone cared about him that much ever...
fidgeted slightly as she went back to eating her dessert quietly afterwards.
read throught the book slightly...
felt a bit exposed seeing it was everything she wrote and poured her mind into.
thought he could learn a lot about her now...
felt almost like a stalker when it came to the bits she wrote about him. It was always the little details she noticed like his clothing or how he seemed that particular day.
Netherlands
was
amazed someone took so much notice into him. He felt a little invisible normally.
shifted a bit away from him as she finished eating. She felt very uneasy now...
frowned and closed the book. "Sorry..." He handed it back to her after.
nods as she tucked it away after. She felt like her might judge her because of all the things she had wrote.
couldn't judge her... She should know that. He never did it because he was constantly judged.
shifted again uneasily. She wasn't sure how he would react however.
just had respect for her..
kept quiet after and stared out at the window beside her.
finished his dessert and just sipped his coffee, glad for the rest.
thought it might help him since he did seem tired.
Netherlands
was
, and still was now. He just got a little boost from the coffee.
wondered if he wanted to keep shopping or go home after then.
wouldn't mind going home... He was getting colder again.
shifted a bit closer to him again to keep him warm before asking the waiter for the bill.
leaned his head on her shoulder and closed his eyes.
paid for the bill as the waiter smiled sweetly to them. She slightly glared back at the waiter but didn't say anything.
made a quiet sound as he wrapped his arms around her.
blushed and made a faint sound. She wouldn't move seeing she kind of liked that.
nuzzled into her a bit. "I'm tired, Dorthe..."
reddened more as she nodded slowly. "...Let's go home then." She was easily embarrassed by these things and the fact she wasn't use to this at all coming from him.
couldn't help that he was needy while sick. He nodded and got up slowly, yawning quietly.
helped him up after, letting him keep an arm around her as they left the cafe and started heading back.
kept a tight arm around her as they walked.
tried to not fidget as much as she walked. She was still blushing all the way till they reached her home. She unlocked the door for them after.
kept close to her still and nuzzled her more. "You're so warm..."
got into the house before closing the door behind him as she was still red. "...I guess." She wasn't really used to this and hugged him back lightly after.
slid his hands in her jacket, wanting more warmth.
gasped faintly as she looked at him and grew more flustered. She didn't move or fidget as bad as before now that they weren't in public.
just tried to get closer to her, wanting more warmth... He was just acting a bit childish and wanted it all for himself.
didn't really mind as she let him but she didn't know how to help as she shifted awkwardly.
nuzzled against her neck a bit. "Bedroom...?"
nods as she slowly made her way there for him.
kept close to her, being careful of the stairs. When he got to the room he took off his outside clothes and just crawled into bed.
blinked as she took off her coat and sighed not sure why he would shed all his clothes for boxers if he was cold.
wanted to be comfortable...
sighed as she got into the bed to keep him warm.
instantly clung to her.
tensed a bit but let him do that as she hugged him. She felt like she was in a bit of a tangled mess after.
didn't mean to do that... He just wanted her warmth and be with her.
could tell and pulled up the blanket around him. "...You can sleep if you're tired."
kissed her neck lightly. "Not yet..."
reddened as she looked to him. She was slightly confused as she shifted her glasses.
just kept against her. His hand wandered on her skin, liking how warm and soft she was.
shivered quietly but stayed as still as she could for him and stroked his hair quietly.
lightly brushed against her belly button ring.
yelped almost immediately as she growled. She reddened more as she was still very sensitive there.
smirked a little. "Will you get warmer if I do that more?"
tried hard not to glare at him too much as she huffed at him. "...Don't over do it." She reminded him quietly.
nods and lightly played with it more.
felt her breathing started to pick up as she groaned faintly and shifted against him.
just liked the warmth that she had really, and this was an easy way to get it.
could tell but she didn't like being manipulated too much for it.
messed with it a bit more before stopping and just cuddling into her.
shuddered and panted quietly as she curled up a bit.
smiled at the warmth. He liked this system.
shift as she looked at him. She wasn't too happy about it.
... smiled innocently at her.
huffed and looked away after. He should be glad she allowed him to do those things.
Netherlands
was
glad he could do a lot of things to her.
only allowed it because he had special privileges. Anyone else wouldn't be as lucky as him.
wondered what she'd do if someone else tried to do this.
would shank them pretty badly and they wouldn't be found the next day.
Netherlands
was
glad he was special then.
did consider him to be very special to her.
knew he was, especialy with the ring and necklace she pretty much gave him...
wanted him to have something close to him as a reminder that she was always nearby even if it didn't seem so.
would always use them as a symbol for her...
thought that was sweet of him.
didn't mean to be sweet in this instance...
liked how cute he was really.
didn't mean to be cute. He just nuzzled his head into her neck a bit.
rolled her eyes and left a bite mark on his neck in response.
yelped a bit and shied a bit from her.
chuckles as she watched him, " Revenge is sweet." She licked her lips after.
nods a little as he rubbed his neck lightly.
smirked at that after. She liked having some say in this.
shied a bit more away as he moved his head. "D-do it again..."
nods as she leaned over, brushing her lips against a nice spot before biting him again enough to leave a mark.
clenched his eyes and hissed a bit. "H-harder..."
huffs at him as she paused before biting him again with a bit more strength but still careful enough not to break skin, " I'm not going to make you bleed if that's what you want."
arched a little into her and made a quiet sound at that. Even if she didn't make him bleed, he enjoyed it. Though he wouldn't have minded if she broke the skin... even a bit...
sucked lightly on it after to leave a nice hickey as she leaned back to admire her work. She still refused to make him bleed even a little bit.
looked at her with half closed eyes, smirking a bit. He lightly touched it, wincing a little. He wasn't use to that pain.
hums softly as she watched him. " It looks good on you."
nods faintly. "It feels good..."
smirks faintly, " And its better than making those nasty cuts on you."
shrugged a bit as he kept poking at the mark. "I guess..."
didn't think he should poke it too much.
liked to... probably more than he should. He didn't care that it hurt.
shifted as she pinched his side. She huffed quietly that she wasn't getting his attention now.
made a sound and looked at her, raising his brow a bit. "... What?"
huffed at him quietly. " Are you going to poke at that all night?"
nods a little. "Why not?"
huffs more, "What about mw then?"
shrugs a bit. "This... just feels nice..."
growls at him a she shifted away a bit. " Fine."
frowns and pulled her close again. "Unless... you want to keep at it..."
rolls her eyes, "Maybe another time."
frowns. "No... no more...?"
growls, "Anymore and you'll nag me to make them everytime were in bed together."
frowns and just kept close to her,
sighed quietly, " There are others ways to be happy rather than just be in pain."
frowns more and nods. "I'm sorry...
kissed his cheek lightly, " It's fine. I just want you to know that. That's all."
nodded a little and played with her shirt. He was only use to pain since before her...
nods as she kissed him again quietly. She could always show him other alternatives.
figured it would take a while for him to get use to them...
tugged at the waistband on his boxers as she nuzzled his quietly.
blushed a little. "Y-you... are you serious?"
looks at him, " When am I not?" She licked the hickey on his neck lightly.
shivered a bit and pulled her closer. "I-if you... want to... then do it..."
rubbed his back gently after. " You look hesitant and cold though." She pointed out after.
nodded a little. He was cold, not so much hesitant.. he just worried because he felt like his fever would get worse.
wouldn't push it if he wasn't feeling too well then. She was fine being just like this if it would help him get better.
wanted it, he just didn't know how well he'd be with being sick.
thought it would be better if he didn't have to worry if they did it on a day he was feeling better.
wanted it though..
put his health as a priority however.
frowned as he pulled at her shirt.
looked to him, as she was still worried about his health too.
just tried taking her shirt off.
sighed and let him do what he wanted.
smiled a little when he got her shirt off and pressed against her skin.
shivered faintly as she watched him carefully. She wasn't too used to this really.
started on her pants after.
shifted as her pants slid right off of her with relative ease. She did seem a bit embarrassed seeing she was in her underwear now.
smiled more and kissed her collarbone.
gasped quietly and pulled him closer as there was a faint flush on her cheeks. It was rare she would let others be in control but she didn't want him to overexert himself.
liked it once in a while. His hands roamed her body, liking the curves on her.
usually tried to hide them the best she could sometimes. It was only around him where she would show them off.
really got turned on when he saw them clearly... He kissed down her neck happily.
made a faint sound as she watched him, blushing more as a result as she shifted and exposed her neck more for him.
nipped lightly at it as he worked on getting her bra and panties off. He enjoyed this.
closed her eyes once in a while as she kept her breathing steady. She felt quite warm from all this contact with him.
took the rest of her clothes off and idly brought his hand to her belly button ring, playing with it.
groaned quietly as she huffed at him. He always seemed so easily attracted to that piece of jewellery.
liked shiny things... and that belly ring was no exception.
could tell. She simply shifted about as she tried to not be as noisy from how easily she reacted to it.
wanted her to be noisy, he wanted to hear all the sounds she could make.
felt so embarrassed but could hold it in as she moaned and groaned underneath him. She was always a bit shy about it.
took his hand away only to remove his boxers and kissed her. "D-do you... want to be on top again...?"
shook her head as she helped him, " I'll let you be in charge this time."
smiled a little, glad she trusted him this time. He shifted on top of her, leaning down and kissing her as he got ready.
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panted quietly as she looked up to him with half lidded eyes. It was a lot more gentle than she had expected...but she liked it without any complaints.
kissed her forehead lightly as he laid beside her, putting his arms around her instantly. He felt quite a bit better, surprisingly.
wondered if sex really just did the trick for him then. She curled up quietly beside him to get comfortable.
knew it made him feel better physically, and emotionally. Even his fever was gone.
guessed it was one way to help him but she wouldn't let him do it too much.
didn't want to over do it...
didn't think it was a good idea if he did over do it.
Netherlands
was
still a bit sick, so he'd take it easy... for now.
thought it was good for him to rest...he did use up a lot of energy.
did feel his eyes blur and start to close on him.
pulled the blanket up around them to keep him warm.
mumbled quietly against her neck. "Goednacht... Dorthe..."
smiles faintly and nodded back as she held onto him, " Godnat, Nikolaas."
fell asleep quickly, holding her close.
watched him quietly before closing her eyes. She was drained and tired.
Netherlands
was
happy to be with her...
fell asleep eventually, glad she was able to spent such moments with him.
Netherlands
was
too... He loved not being alone now. It really helped his mind be at ease.
guessed being around him was perhaps a positive thing then,
knew it was. Without her he'd probably be back at home sulking.
wouldn't want him to be sulking at home...
thought that's why it was good he was here now.
would be all the company he needed really...
knew that, which was why he didn't want to leave.