ulcer on my lip

sore throat

probably not gonna get much sleep

speech tuesday

math test tuesday

self esteem dropped 29038-208741-89375039845723098624-529834376320498578529353290475203986 percent today

get fussed at because someone's in a bad mood and decided to take it out on me

can't help my friend even though he feels suicidal

he tells me i make him so happy he could kiss me, i say awe, he asks how that makes me feel and when i honestly say i don't know how to feel i can FEEL HIM HURTING

then he tries to tell me it's okay when i know it's not

my other friend decided to get ALL IN MY BUSINESS earlier today and was just being all sorts of nosey

and of course i feel BAD after telling him it's none of his business

because i feel bad about EVERY GOD DAMN THING

all the damn time and theres NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT

my happiness level: -8e70q8290374012938471028937406127364012876340127364012736514298751-398751067

but.. something tells me im talking to no one so..ill just shut up now

Things can always get worse, sister.

That's just about the only thing that helps me when I'm that far down. "Things can always be worse." I know it's not the best type of advice, but it's all I got.

But if it means anything, I think you're koo.

...;hugs on tight

you're too nice to me..