I'm very scared of saying something wrong, which is why it takes me a while to get comfortable and vocal.

Even then I worry because I talk to myself a lot and forget at times I am not alone, and other people may not understand my line of thinking.

I'm also very insecure of being with anyone. I dunno what drives it but I sabotage any chance I have with someone when I feel like it is happening.

Thanks Cajsa, it means a lot.