It still feels like night hear but could not sleep

Awww, hope you are able to get through your day nonetheless. Dawn is around 6:45 AM or so, now.

yes you are right, my life has gotten a bit undisciplined since i lost my full time job and work 2-4 part time jobs

I know what you're going through. I did the same thing last year - 2 PT jobs. Have you prayed a novena to St. Joseph? (more)

I did last year in July and got a new full-time job in September.

Good morning!

St Joeseph eh?

hmmmm interesting--i will look into it

thanks