claws hands over face

dies horribly

it's like torture

yeah

im just impatient and read everything in one go

i dont like getting excited over things

i mean, publically

like when my band was getting interviewed before our gig on saturday lmfao 'ARE YOU GUYS EXCITED TO HEADLINE' and 80% of us were like :|

'yeah we're excited'

:|

WE'RE JUST NOT USED TO SHOWING IT I GUESS

there's nothing wrong with that

that's actually kind of great that you can get like that about things

i dont like reading wip fics because i know i'll forget about them due to my attention span of a goldfish

what I hate is not having anyone to scream at, tbh

yeah that's always the worst

i remember one time i was having Issues with a character death and i only knew one person i could share it with and they were SLEEPING

and i was very upset

then again I am super guilty of abandoning WIPs

i wish i checked my e-mail enough for that kind of shit 4 real

i hope im not sounding like im trying to shoot you down or anything the truth is im just a flake

SOONER OR LATER I JUST SLIP UP

hahaaaaa flake buddies

LMFAO

ao3 is great bc you can get notifs really easily

i always think about getting an ao3 account but i feel like i dont read enough to justify having an account

like i never read fic and then all of a sudden i'll up and read tons of it

and then stop again

do they like pop up on your screen or is it still just like email

oh yeah, ff.net does that too

i actually get notices still from fics i bookmarked like

more than a decade ago

because they're still updating?

i probably will get one at some point, i thought it was like invite only at first

at least that's what i heard

which situation

oh man no let me tell you about the fic i get notifications for

the most prominent one is an animorph fic about a gay kid with a yeerk in his head and i think endgame pair is boy/yeerk but i haven't read it in a while because i'm afraid to see if it's--

--not as good as i remember it because holy shit did i read all kinds of awful things when i was in middle school too

hot tub fics

omg i should look up my old favs on my old pit account

the ones where the two anime bishounen are having a nice relaxing bath and then go OH NO MY FRIEND IS GOOD LOOKING

NO BUT WE'RE BOTH GUYS

NO IT'S OK I MEAN IT'S A HOT TUB PARTY I'LL JUST YOU KNOW make out with him that's not weird right

oh sempai

WOW

www.fanfiction.net/s/224... also here you go

i skimmed through some of it. it's actually not that bad i guess

but still embarrassing because animorphs

MARCO AND AX DIAPER WHAT

WHAT I JUST NO

NO

LOL

WHAT

if only you could see my face right now

i make awful faces

it was contorted in a highly amused sort of horror

whaaat

who was it about

lmao oh god 14yo me was literally the worst

all my faves are like

legolas torture porn and angstfic

whyyyyy

that really any better than fluffy yaoi

i read those too

i read nothing but embarrassingly undignified yaois

well gore porn is also "gorn" so you might want to steal that instead

it sounds cooler

LMAO

sometimes i'd find decent things when i was younger. sometimes

my friend's older sister is a nuclear specialist for the marines now but she introduced me to gundam wing smut

pretty sure she still ships it

/nautical terminology joke

HAHA I GET JOKES

I GET JOKES

i appreciate that pun a lot

marines. shipping.