i think...what i am going to do, is ride things out with zuko, but if i still feel ennui with rp i'm just going to bite the bullet and drop everything
although ennui is not the best word for it but fuck it im tired
so more
"fffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck this" than ennui
pretty much