How many times do I have to disappoint everyone around me? How many? Just how many

How bad do my emotions get? How far would they take me to harm someone that's close or that I love in my life

How out of control am I that I need to force myself to stop just because I get blinded by how I feel more than what the truth is right in front of my eyes?

How many nights did I ever just stay up wondering if what I think or feel is the right thing that is happening that maybe I am out of control and that I need a way to stop

I do not think that I could handle anything that really happens from here in out an maybe just maybe I will lose it more than I eer have and I could never be able to foretell anyone what I might do or not do

Maybe just maybe I need to lock myself out of the live of the people that matter so that I never harm then ever gain and that they can live yet way that they want without having to worry about me an hoe if feel

How I would **

Maybe I just need too... Need to leave it all behind me and not invoke myself anymore

Involve***

I'm so depressed I think I need to end it all as soon as I can. Just end everything in this life

Oh stop.

it's not THAT bad

Cheer up, this is all I've been seeing on my Plurk feed kinda bugging me..

Things Have been settled for the better of everyone really. And I am accepting that as hella hard it is

Good

Gonna hurt for a tad but if its for the better for us then I can accept it and march through it