Ugh god. I know I do not have the right to feel this way especially when we're not even close to call ourselves as friends. I'm being way too slow, you're going to get really bored. I've always been like this..
Jai
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and I swear I never really wanted to be like this. I wish I could talk to you naturally or cool and shit. I just wish I could be less torpe for that matter. Even though you texted me 2 days ago, I miss you
Jai
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already. I miss you every minute of the day, and I wish I could talk to you or at least breathe the same air as you, I'm just that creepy and clingy, but I know that's something really annoying for you Im sorry
Jai
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I just wish, I just wish we could talk about why you were ignoring me for the past three weeks. I just wish I knew what I did wrong so I could do something about it. But you wouldn't speak. You won't talk.
Jai
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I'm really sorry. And this douchebag friend of my told me something really disturbing. Simon. Who is this guy? It's not that I really mind, I'm just really curious and shit. Idk. God I just hate feeling
Jai
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so hopeless and uhh please can we just I can not even compose my message I can not even
Jai
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im at loss for words im sorry. im really really sorry