Han Held
is
going to be stuck taking care of a 53-year-old man when I can't even feed myself. He's unemployed in this economy, which means that he'll never work again...
Jesus, Han. 
...plus my rent is going to increase, and my mental and physical health make it so I can't cope with pretty much anything -much less with work...
There's no real support
There's nowhere to turn
There's just ...nothing.
absolutely nothing.
The fucker of it is, if he was able to get help to stay where the jobs are -he'd have a chance at getting work; but he has no way to do so.
I'm the same way. My rl bro is disabled at age 50
I don't think he can even get disability -otherwise I'd at least be able to push him towards that.
Thanks GRMcIntyre and BloodfangClawtooth ...I can't even begin to express how overwhelmed with the total feeling that there's no hope, and there's no future...
"how overwhelmed I am with", I meant
My brother is on Medicaid and has been waiting 3 weeks for his sleep apnea machine to be aproved by medicaid
That really sucks, I went through that last fall...no fun. 