i am learning something about myself this year and that something is that i cannot do things half-heartedly

and i've just been unmotivated for ages; i keep trying to bring myself to do more things with her but nnnnh

fortunately edgeworth is reasonably well-established and i did a fairly recent canon review for his point otherwise i'd be in trouble there too

i'm also feeling a bit out-of-sorts with the game in general but i think that's just because i was away for so long

energy breeds energy and the reverse is true as well. i want to get back to the standard of playing that i was at before christmas

(i cannot fucking believe it is almost may now)

but yeah. for the next time i app a character into a game, i will make sure i have the energy to establish them properly from the getgo

otherwise everything just gets worse from there

anyway starting tomorrow i need to get back on track with my daily schedule and something's gotta give so yes, this for now

she's a fun character to play and i'll miss her but sadly i just haven't had the the time/motivation to be doing it properly

/hugs, you gotta do what works and makes sense for you, Tash!

i understand these feelings... it's really hard to get your footing with a character when you haven't had the time/motivation to establish them the way you want to

rolls on

/holds all of you