feel like something is missing. My boyfriend has absolutely no desire to have kids. And quite honestly I like to sleep way more than I want a baby. But I swear sometimes I wish I could start over with

another one

does your BF have any kids of his own?

no he has two neices that are like his own. They live in the same complex as us and are over all the time. But they are older. I want little and my own lol

www.plurk.com/StarLightC... I am glad someone else is 38 and feeling kinda sad like this.. My daughter is almost 11 i was lookin at her bra shopping yesterday and wanted to cry and go have a baby

I've been having them badly too, especially lately - I'm 46, and the thought that well, the women in my family are long lived - by the time I'm 70 or so, there is a decent chance I'll be alone...

My mom is 2 years older than you, and she wants to have a baby rn. Honestly I would be really upset if she did. I'm ready to start having kids of my own.

Faerycat that is a horrible feeling.

Tiny_Spaces It sucks when they dont need you as much any more. I miss the carpooling and dance classes and all of that

teresarepublic you are in the shoes of my daughter. She would KILL me if I had another baby. I am not ready to be a grandma though

But you'll have grandkids in possibly 6-7 years. Trust me you're going to want to be able to give them all your attention. Idk why, maybe its selfish of me to not want my mom to have more kids

in fact i KNOW its selfish, and i cant put my finger on exactly why the thought bothers me, but I'd be upset. WEIRD EMOTIONS ARE WEIRD.

teresarepublic I dont think its selfish. She is your mom and you have had her to yourself. It would be weird to start sharing now and not only that you want your children to have all of her attention. I

totally get that

Maybe its because I DO need my mom, you know? Like no she's not driving me everywhere but if I called her and needed her and she was like 'cant talk the baby is doing this or this' I'd be like

but I'm 22 I'm a little older than your daughter

teresarepublic omg...that just brought tears to my eyes....

exactly your daughter probably needs you way more than you know. she probably justtakes you for granted, like we all do! the older I get the more grateful for my mom I become but when I was her age i was like

OUT OF THE HOUSE - FREEDOM.

Now I'm like, omg mom ur da best.

awww thats awesome...and I was the one who moved out on her. LOL We lived with my parents when she was growing up because she was a company dancer. There was no way I could have afforded it AND rent. So she

still lives with my folks and I live with my boyfriend. I know she still needs me. I just miss the littleness and the snuggling.

Wow thats such a huge sacrifice to make for her, I'm sure she misses you too. On completely separate note, I feel you on the baby fever. I'm like I WANT ONE. and I look at baby stuff all the time.

I think if I actually found out I was preggers I would be like.. I think I need to go pick up my three yr old neice and kidnap her for the weekend. lol

I -wish I could kidnap one of my neices or my nephew - but I'm not on speaking terms with my sisters - I found out about my new neice from facebook O.o