[RL/...what.] O...kay body I guess you have/had some shit to let go of? Maybe a little bit of forewarning next time you just want me to sit here for a while and like...be entirely aware of the fact that
I'm crying and have no idea why?
Like.
Okay.
Good, cool, a'ight. You're just letting go of some stuff.
But...Umm, body, sweetie, do you realize how unsettlingly surreal it is to be doing something and have no idea why whatsoever and have no control over it?
Could you maybe make me like vaguely aware of being depressed next time?
Maybe send me a memo?
RE: You're depressed but subconsciously avoiding it
Or...whatever this is?
Like. Body, honey, I love you. You're me. But, I don't even get you right now.
Oh, okay.
That's better.
Now I feel lonely and depressed.
Honey please it is a little late.
Could we maybe sync out watches next time?
Like.
"Oh, how does 6pm sound for this?" "Well, certainly, I'm free at 6. Just give me a quick reminder at about, say, 4:45? Quick thought, maybe? 'Oh, hey, you're gunna just be depressed a bit about now.'"
OH MY GOD CYRUS STOP TALKING TO YOURSELF.
ESPECIALLY IN THE THIRD PERSON.
YOU ARE THE WEIRDEST PERSON SOMETIMES.
...Hi plurk.
Ahem.