haven't really been feeling plurk as much anymore for several different reasons

fffffff I feel like I've barely seen you at all, Plurk or otherwise. :<

r u ok?

I'm fine. I'm just feeling exceedingly apathetic, really.

Can't seem to wanna RP either.

:T

Aww Slash Betcha it's the heat, huh?

Naw, it's not even really the heat. I just can't seem to get my head back into the game and try to RP. I think it's the lone canon warrior thing bugging me again but the last time I RPed with casties it was fun

yeah, but.

What I really wanted to do was just RP my main who is, like I said, lone canon

so I've just been like BLUUUHHHH dont wanna rp nope

:U and in turn that's kept me off plurk I suppose.

I should just kick it in da butt and RP anyway. Orrraaaa

Awww Is it wishing you had cast members or?

Man I donno xD; I just gotta find a new muse that I like as much as I liked Mihli.

I'm a dumb. I overthink a lot of things just in general and with a muse that's kinda hard to get interactions with sometimes I beat myself in the face.

Ah ha I know how that goes

I'll find somethiiiiiiiiiiinnnggg maybe.

I've been feeling frustrated and just.. yeah rp failing a lot lately.

Aww <3

you too huh? :<

Yeeeeep this is me right now.

No castmates, struggling to get CR... Animus is not going well. XD;

I like how I joined Exsilium in time to do absolutely nothing too

I've had an RP drive, I've just had nothing to do with it.

I think Makoto's the most fun I've had RPing aside from the time where I started getting CR with people using Mihli

but with Makoto I constantly wonder if I'm not interesting enough oh shit.

Oh hey I should tag this with a mute cuz RP insecurities

and no no no I am not wanting buttpats at all I'm just venting over my RP tendencies.

I've been kinda going back and forth between two chars on DH each month one being in danger of being ac'd lol sob

I hit AC on the dot last time in Animus. It's ten comments.

It's been really hard not to shake the feeling I simply joined the game too late, which combined with playing an obscure character from a series 99% of DW gives no shits about,

Sorta feels like it's fucking me over. XD

I guess it really just boils down to confidence then honestly. I have this -thing- about what other people think

that I've been trying to grind out of existence.

but thank you Raki.

...damn it I have so many muses and YET NO CASTMATES FOR DIGI OR SLASH

Not a whole lotta people have played Sacred Stones, no. XD

fuzzysquish: Its ok dude. I appreciate the thought

'sides its no big. I'm just bitchin over here

I want to RP all the things with all the people, so XD

Me too. Just gotta figure out how to get back there.