So, I sort of had my first kiss... given today

and well, was a bit shocked (yeah, i am 26... just never really felt like giving one X_X

then I was like "kay, probably just feels weird because I am not used to

so I let the guy kiss me more

and I found myself analyzing the texture and thinking "This is probably comparable to kiss an eel on the torso"

It wasn't like it felt bad... just felt weird. It's like you have no control over something which is touching you on the lips

Wow this isn't boring!

Also I'm 25 and I had my first kiss about a month ago so yeah...

Just that... I found it weird... and I am afraid I still prefer to talk than to kiss.... and feel bad for it.

No reason to feel bad for it, people like different things!

Besides, to be frank it's probably like any other skill and you might need practice.

yeah, probably. Going to keep trying... well, the guy seems to be quite looking forward to it at least

how do you feel about the guy overall?

I have no clue... I mean, he is really really nice and interesting to talk to.

I usually tend to get bored with my date on day one. So this is like, first one which lasted 4-5 dates and like to go out with

And well, I am also someone who usually falls for someone and does the chasing all on my own. I am not used at all for someone to chase me

So I have a hard time to analyze this since I don't know if it's induced over the fact that he likes me a lot and treats me very well X_X;

hah, yeah I kind of know how that is.