i think she's getting guilty that she's never visited me here

but like

mom i don't actually.... care......

she keeps insisting that she'll travel here "NEXT TIME I PROMISE"

she has been doing that

for months

i think she thinks that i'm resenting her for it?

i don't, i've already hated her since i was a kid and i'm actually glad she's not here

because my brain has learned to associate her with stress

like during my enrollment in my first year, she screamed at me again and again while i was trying to figure out how to enroll by myself that i started crying and she was all

OH MY GOD, YOU ARE SO EMOTIONAL, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LIVE HERE BY YOURSELF

maybe if you just

stop and let me think

and now she wants to help me move?????

no thank you

i have told her

time and again

that i don't need her

but she keeps insisting and thinking that i secretly want her to be here because that's what she'll do if our switches were reversed and kasdl;k

god

/hugs bunny

I can give you pictures of my bunnies if you need soothing

PRECIOUS

SWEETHEARTS

EEEEEE

lovely friends