I give up on having friends

I give up on happiness

I give up on being a human being

And I give up on understanding people

I give up on helping people

I give up on everything

Colonel, what's going on?

D:

It's just me

Being unable to function

And unable to understand what the ever loving fuck is going on

And being told "I don't know what stress is" by my little sister

Because I obviously have never been stressed in my life

Nope

Just

fuck everything

I'm apparently not good enough for anything

Your little sister can be a twit sometimes. Sorry.

I wasn't aware there was a problem

I was't told there was a problem until the problem exploded in my face and essentially told me that I'm a terrible friend and sister

excuse your sister

you have a life :/

I admitted my faults a hundred times to a sister who only kept repeating that she couldn't deal with stress so I have to deal with the blowouts

:/

that sounds like bad sister

My attempts to offer help were rebated with 'oh I tried that' and 'that won't work' and 'I don't have time for that'

And that I don't understand her problems

When she hasn't told me

rude.

And I need to read every little part of her body language to see when she's happy, sad, angry, frustrated

I admitted I'm not good at communicating. I don't waste words on idle chatter

Rude :c

/steals

/snuggles

I said I'll try to change but I didn't do something yesterday so that's not good enough

I love her, but all she did in the conversation, it felt like, was demean my experiences

tell me I had no idea what it was like

She's being a bad sister by taking it out on you

/snuggles and never stops

I told her she was doing that

And she said she couldn't help it

... uh huh :/

she needs to not expect you to be telepathic.

I haven't even seen her in three days before this, so I wasn't aware she had such issues

"I just can't handle stress" "I am so stressed" and I told her I knew because of what happened with FOrever 21 and being fulltime at school but I don't know what stress is

I'm just

I'm done making friends

/offers all the hugs forever

Right now I just want to lay down and cry

But you're the best friend

I just want to stop existing

You've been nothing but awesome to me :<

[snuggleD\

I don't feel like a good sister

I don't feel like a good girlfriend

I don't feel like a good anything

Im not a good daughter because I'm not skinny like my sisters and I go to a community college and I'm stupid

Well, I can say with 100 percent honesty that you ARE a good friend

You're my best friend

I don't get good grades

I don't even think I'm good at anything

/FLUFFS UP ON

You're good at Art, you're good at making me smile, you're good at RPing, you're good at weaving stories, you're good at Leezards

/REFUSES TO LET ANY FAMILY MEMBERS NEAR

I can keep going

And if Samm's reaction is any indication, you're one hell of a girlfriend

I just feel worthless

And stupid for trying

Thanks guys but... I just don't believe anything

/catches face

I just feel like a failure

/squishes cheeks

Christin is an awesome Christin.

Repeeaaaat it with me. ._.

Well, when you're feeling down

Look at all the people who come here to make you feel better

We obviously care about you and you know that

So how could you possible be worthless?

I just feel like a dumb, fat failure

Well you're not dumb, I know this

You're the person I look to when I need practical advise

And you have a lovely figure and no one can ever take that away from you

/squishes face. liiieeeeeeees. Christin is an awesome christin.

Also, that fashion sense?

Flawless

I can't even help anyone

All I am is a medical mess of a person who's surrounded herself with nice people to try to make myself feel better

But you help me all the time

Never doubt that you've been an important part of my life

I'll never let you think less of what you've done for me

I'm not a nice person, but I think you're pretty lovely, okay?

You might want to check this out: www.heartless-bitches.co...

I hope it doesn't apply to your situation. :/