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i didn't even get the MINIMUM number of units so i am literally required to register manually

they probably don't have any slots yet and the professors would probably want me to beg for my major classes and i can't

i can't handle that

don't make me do that again i don't want to

i've been trying to prevent a meltdown since this vacation started and now i can't hold it back anymore

i didn't get to do any of my plans this vacation

my siblings ate all the food my mom set aside for me

i'm going to have a roommate next semester and i'm going to have to organize my stuff myself

the real world is so fucking heavy and my chest is so tight and i can't handle this anymore make it stop

no slots left i mean

my laptop wouldn't connect to the wi-fi and everything i'm trying to download isn't downloading and i can't take any pleasure in the little things i have been so fucking miserable just shoot me

begging for classes is the most humiliating fucking thing

i can't do that i just can't i NEVER WANTED TO GO TO COLLEGE IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY DID THEY FORCE ME TO

lksdjksdjksadka

i'm shaking and crying now

just because i act confident and mature doesn't mean everyone can take everything from me

i can't be angry and i can't be sad and i can't be upset because my life is SO FUCKING GREAT, RIGHT, HOW DARE I FEEL ANY NEGATIVE EMOTION

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i have to ask them in person

and they're usually fucking condescending about it all "why did you not register online"

motherfucker i did register oNLINE WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME

one time a professor asked a student to sing so he'd accept her to his class and when i saw it i was so fucking terrified

i don't want to be like that fusaopgiglsg;skgkg;

i'm going to go cry in a dark place now goodbye plurk

yeah this school is fucking disgusting sometimes

also hilariously disorganized

what subjects didnt you get anyway