i don't think this is sad i don't feel sad i feel like

uhhh how can i describe this

like i'm glad i have a social life but i feel like my social life and obligations are suffocating me

there is way too much effort involved in attempting to navigate school and people that it gets super tiring

like i love coming off as self-assured and confident but that doesn't mean that i am that all the time, i want people to at least put some effort into trying to understand me