I think this is like, first time I feel like I hit a brain limit. More like, it's my imposed self limitation.

I am doing my final thesis on water treatment area, and using a new treatment style... which if it works, I mean... it could take the treatment style in a sort of new direction which its still

not very developed

the problem is, since its a new area, there is very little literature of it, and all the methodology is from different areas and not exactly fitted to mine.

Which means, I have to come up with new laboratory methods just for me.

and for this

I am quite inventive and creative... I have a sort of 1000 ideas all the time... thing is, I always sort of put them down because... well, I just assume they are all ridiculous and my creativity will never have

a fitting place...

So yeah, I have ideas, but I am super afraid of using them

super afraid of getting the usual expression that people do when I say my idea, because my brain never follows the same path as everyone else... it's ridiculous, but dunno why, I always do different association

than everyone else around me. Which can only mean I am wrong right?

I mean,I dunno. My supervisor is awesome and so far she didn't rejected anything I said, and well, I would like to be able to work well for her... but dunno, my ideas never really worked and for once I won't

have literature to back up my premises or shut them down

it will come 10% of ideas of literature and 90% out of my head