D: don't leave me bb!

I hope you guys understand, I just don't want to deal with something like yesterday again. I'm still very hurt by some people that were so quick to believe it, and others that

were just downright hurtful, and adding to the stupid rumor, falsely. I'm so jaded. I know it's just online, but I do put my heart out for people I care about. I guess I have to put a little bit less of me

I dunno what is going on, but I am sending you hugs anyway!

into the game, and instead of longing to be social, just back off even more. I tried, I genuinely tried. I don't think a lot of peopleknow just how much yesterday destroyed

Sometimes online drama is more painful than RL. The people involved really don't know you so it's so hard to defend yourself

TopangaLexington: ty <3

I do the same. I wear my heart on my sleeve and get more damaged each day, Don't go! There's people who do care about you. Ignore the haters

ElleCouerblanc: I couldn't agree more

SolarFoxglove: I don't plan on completely going, just need a private manageable account where people are good and positive

Just remember this too shall pass

i am so, so so so so, very sorry that yesterday happened. i dont blame you at all for how you feel, i would be devastated

ElleCouerblanc: yeah, the stuff yesterday was just insane. I'm still crying about it

youre one of my favorite people on here

^

like what gets me is that people that I THOUGHT were my friends just fed into it

SashArabello: That is why I have trust issues with nearly everyone and sadly I get too attached too fast

or did nothing at all, didn't even see how I was, it was the people I least expected that stood up for me. And I'm thankful, really am. But this shit killed me

i couldnt believe all the finger pointing yesterday. im sorry that that all happened yesterday.. you dont deserve that

SashArabello: Remember, you're the reason someone smiles!

I'm really sorry that happened yesterday. You've been through a lot and did not deserve that crap at all. You're a wonderful and lovely person, and I'm glad to have met you

And I dunno what's going on as well as many others, but I'm really sorry for whatever happened yesterday. Much love

when someone said it was you i said i refuse to believe it. cause you are awesome, and have always seemed to genuinely sweet. then more ppl kept saying it was you and i got so sad

im sorry for thinking it might be true for even a split second. youre so sweet, and so funny, and so great

thank you guys, I know I'm keeping some people around that I love. What I don't get is, it was someone's opinion. Just.. what's the point to try to play detective anyways

i feel terrible. and i think a lot more ppl do as well. it wasnt your fault, you did nothing to deserve this and it is straight up UNFAIR

SashArabello: I'm willing to listen if you need someone to talk to, I dunno what's going on but I'll be here for you, PP me if you ever need to talk

yes it turned into a witch hunt. which is bad...

like.. oh, let's try to figure out who it was, guess it wrong, then she passive aggressive "apologizes" and my friends just.. left me hanging

people I thought were close friends

uuuugghhhh

like, if I would have seen one of them get named, I would have jumped up and been like. Nope, that's impossible. Sorry.

people are so fucking cruel, but Karma never fails

Only very very few of my friends did that, the rest believed it, helped spread it, just.. so hurt with this, I'm done with Eclectic, obviously she needs a new hobby

whatever, it's the friends thing that just.. shatters me. I need a new start with kind, positive people

Totally understandable.I am shocked & disappointed people would believe an anon finger point & some bad "investigating" over their friend.

it must have been awful to just be blamed for something you didnt do. I'm sorry you had to go through that sash.

i want you to stick around on this account too sash. we're so many that love you D: and it SUCKS that some jackass have the power to make you go into a shell

I just like.. I want to keep the account, but I want one for being the normal me, not the stand offish, avoiding me. With the people I like

I'm pretty out of the loop because I was away from plurk for a large part of yesterday but anyone who thinks you said or did something nasty has got to be nuts. I'm sorry you went through ickiness

i get that <3 same reason i made this account

I know it's just the internet, and whatever, but the pain is real, the realization kills. I feel like I need to ditch 75% of my friends right now

its not "just the internet" D: emotions are as real in any world

yeah, specially if you don't put a facade on in second life. Sash Arabello is me. She's not an rp character, she's an extention of me. Feelings, flaws, aspirations and all of it

On the list of important things in your life right now, 13 year old girl drama and internet sleuthing/slander diarrhea of the mouth is really not high up. Delete. Delete. Delete.

it's fully me. When people are extra hateful towards me like some of the messages I got yesterday, it hurts

I love you mom, sorry that these people made you feel like that

yup dumpling. i am so inexperienced with this stuff i handled it all wrong, i feel pretty shitty about it... sometimes i dont understand what will inflate drama

I didn't mean for this to turn into a pity party, sorry, just still a lot of pain left over, just wanted to let you guys know so that when you get an invite, you know what's up

im so sorry you got caught up in this stupidity sash

Not sure what happened wasn't around plurk much lately but I loves you and hope everything is ok I'm always here for you

It's not a pity party at all

you better add me on the other one <3

RainbowFartsandGlitterBu...: if you look at my plurks, look back to one with like over 200 responses, she's all over it

I might have turned into a dragon and ripped her a new one

Slash I tried to warn you yesterday.I am sorry this had to happen I am sorry the culture here is one of guilt until you prove your innocence

SASH sorry autocorrect. But still it pisses me off to no end that 1 people believed anon comments pointing it at you and then others.

2 that people had to know who created an anon opinion so damn bad they looked under rocks and into caves to try an pin point something they

Have no understanding of how things work. Lastly hope I can come over to your new time line.

I totally missed all of this

I'm sorry to hear this Sash.

I removed her yesterday

lol

Yesterday was retarded to say the least, I am sorry for the shit you got dealt and had to put up with, I am also sorry it seems some of my "friends" were pretty quick to jump and point fingers and accuse.

The only reply i had inthe anon was in saying creators had every right to not give away freebies, I never got into the "who" debate. It did however get blown up on my onw TL when I said something about it

which was not intentional. More fucking finger pointing and speculation and fucking sherlock who dun it.

That was my point too. And I wanted margaritas

it got too long I didnt read it all, and didnt realize the shit being said till it was mentioned on my plurk, which I deleted cause you know, fuck that mess. Sash is good people <3

I'm so sorry Sash. When I saw the accusations I knew it was bullshit and I don't even know you that well. I hope you never have to to through that again.

i dont think a new tl would solve anything. private or not, twofaced people exist there too. just dwlete the pnes you feel are generally dramatic and overly easily offended

they tend to be the ones who are...uh...unreliable at best too. worked for me

they tend to be the ones who are...uh...unreliable at best too. worked for me

yeah, I just think I'm going to keep this Tl for work purposes though, and the other for friends, so really, anyone here feel free to add me, you guys are awesome in my book

<3

they tend to be the ones who are...uh...unreliable at best too. worked for me

I'd like to buy a ticket to your new TL with my positivity