
us migrating here
it feels super early in the morning for some reason
ndgjn help my sleep schedual is so bonked
i woke up this morning like at 7 straight up
because i was used to getting minimum sleep
so i went back to bed and kept waking up and
like i've been going to bed at like 6am for the past week
so going at 2am really fuckedme up LOL
my mom woke me up early to do laundry
bad idea dont ever listen to me ever
i said if it wasnt lethal u
i just realized it was lunch hour wow
i havent even had breakfast
someone needs to provide sushis
hell, i might do it anyway
theres like nothing to eat here
and ive been living offa it
dont talk about her stop talking about her no

please stop
(a look into the mind of macey)
THEY SHARED A CHOCOLATE SHAKE
that doesnt mean anything
"2 kawaii" YA SURE IT DOESNT
k gonna move to the kitchen to make food and hopefully something not ramen
he's now uploading him singing YAs
it's like a rollercoasterwiht this guy gdi
GIVE ME A MOMENT TO FINISH THIS NEWS
THEN IM ON UR ASS LIKE FIRE
Ⓡᴏʙɪɴ i'm not against duetting w/ you tho
Ⓡᴏʙɪɴ NUDGE NUDGE
Ⓗᴜᴍᴍɪɴɢʙɪʀᴅ SFmsdklgmdg
Ⓗᴜᴍᴍɪɴɢʙɪʀᴅ WE SHOULD
Ⓡᴏʙɪɴ you heard me i can probably do the dOOOoOoOOR thing
Ⓡᴏʙɪɴ NUDGE NUDGE
after he sent me his BEAUTIFUL VOICE
its storming like shitsville over here
ya its raining like hell here too
AND MY FRIEND CANCELLED ON ME
i think im the only person exxcited for cancellation

FAREWELL
and i told him that theatre ppl once told me i have a "disney princess voice"
"

that sounds adorable"
im super excited
instead of being productive
we should be villains togehter

join me
i am the evilest viillain
people were sitting enxt to me
plays crime games i know they wont like
there also came up this scifi movie
halpire and slaydys but with aliens
like this dude has this brother
but they're aliens colonizing
and the bro impregnates this woman
and hes like
yes gonna take over earth yay
but the babbies are killing her
and she wants to kill the babbies
and the babbies are in teh womb like
omg dad this crazy bitch tryin a kill us
and meanwhile his brother falls in love with this human
and is like
oh no my bro is trying to take earth over
but i love u and dont want you to be exterminated
oh my god brother ur so lame humans are under us were fuckin superior grow a pair you pansy
or what
youre gonna kill me?
and the bad one thinks about it
but then hes like
WELL FUCK U
and hes like
next time you wont be so lucky
and im like u dork u u love ur brother shutup
DID YOU JUST COME UP WITH THIS OR SOMETHING
THIS LIKE SCI-FI REGIS AND HAL AND
NO
its on
my mom is watching it
i moved away once more people came over
but they look nothing alike
but then again they're aliens
so maybe they just stole some random guys body
except gladys didnt want to kill the baby i guess
and they werent like
weird telepathic spawns
because you said you CAME UP WITH THIS
AND I WAS LIKE LOL WHAT THE FUCK
hal bein' all "we superior" NO MATTER FUCKN WHAT
no matter what they are not allowed to be normal

when u put it like that its sad
IM PUTTING ON THE MOVES REAL THICK
NOT ROBIN THICKE THICK BUT U KNO
i got super distractd LOL
im leaving this here PFFf
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i did tht
he was talkin' about my username
and then i was all
i wanna weave more memories with u 
mY LIFE IT IS FALLING APARRt

i made a supervillain to cope but i dont wanna go on w/o u so
my life is falling to pieceeeeeeeeeeeees
falling to piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieces
no when a heart breaks no it dont break EEEVEN
LOL HIS BFFL EX GIRLFRIEND ASKED HIM TO GO OUT NEXT WEEK
go out as in go out
or go out as in... go out
"so BFFL suddenly called in the middle of the vidya and uh
... she asked me out"
THE RAIN STARTED RIGHT ABOUT THEN
THE RAIN IS SUBSTITUTING FOR MY TEARS OR SOMETHING EQUALLY AS DEPRESSINGLY POETIC
you know egging him on to keep talking
"AND WITH THAT bACK TO VIDYA" and i was like "LOL HEY WOAH are you going??? HAHA"
and then he was all "well it's gonna be next week lol"
and he never got back to me
like
i was just going to ask you
NOT KNOWING IS SOMEHOW WORSE
ID PREFER TO KNOW IF HE WAS EAGER ABOUT THIS
maybe i'll ask him later when he's not out with friends
sadness and sorrow though
LAST NIGHT WAS GOING SO WELL
WHY IS THIS GUY A ROLLERCOASTER
JEEZUS AT LEAST WITH DAVID HE UNEXPECTEDLY KISSED ME AND THA TWAS THAT
you know what now that i think about it
it's really weird how the first kiss between me and david and tim and anna is so similar
and i didn't even, like, initiate that one

... wow okay that's REALLY strange
both sudden across-the-table kisses, in public
i dont know why this is so fascinating but it is
like what INITIATED them was different but they were literally the same
with david we were sitting across from each other at the second-cup right by my college, and we were having coffee/hot chocolate wtv and these ladies come in
and they're like "pls to donate money and stuff" but david didn't have rlly anything on him so i donated for 2 people
and as soon as the ladies left and thanked me kindly, all i just remember was that david grabbed my face and kissed me because he was overwhelmed with what a kind person i was ?????
and with tim/anna they were sitting at a pizza joint across from each other eating their hearts out when they got gassy and were hiccuping and tim was all "ya i kno how to cure this" so he just
grabs anna's face and kisses her unexpectedly
i'm freaked at how i didn't realize
like i guess it's 'cos the recent david texts brought it up but
maybe tonight if he isn't particularly busy i'll just, talk to him a little, try to get back into a deep conversation like that one time we talked about bullies and creepy people idk
cURRY ALL THE FAVOR I CAN GET
i mean if he can still respect me after everything i've told him thus far
srry for randomly like dumping my emotions on you tho
you're like that one person i can trust LMAO
BUT I MEAN I TOLD HIM ABOUT THE ONLINE ENCOUNTER
that's like the one thing i think i regret rlly deeply
and he still holds me in high esteem so
ya also i've been reading the hell up on infj's because even though they're only types and not necessarily all personal
i wish i could know how he felt;
anyway i'm gonna eat now even if i'm totally not hungry and stuff LMAO my dad made burgers
also if u dont make a villain at some point i will be sad
andddd now he's being cute
!!! back on the topic of the phone call
I wILL FIND THIS OUT IF I t KIILLS ME

you will tell me if u want to date her young man
i feel like i'm giving him relationship advice this is bad

sdkgmdslkgmdsgsd
okay i told him i want him to be happy this is my roundabout confession lmao
he said it was a really sweet notion
"if i know anything for sure right now, it's that it means a lot"
i didn't need feelings anyway
this is awfully bittersweet