every month nlng may issue sila, efforts are not being recognized, kawawa ang buong team while I felt im a worthless

im doing my best but still this thing keeps on happening, something is wrong or everything is in a wrong track.

napapagod na ako, im just a human, i havent taken a decent bfast, emails agad, tickets, wtf

deep in side i wanted to break down and cry just to release every pressure and stress

i cant stop, no one will catch me if i failed - well im a failure since the day i handle this

resignation is not the key to this but i've been thinking about it all the time, this is thrills in life and im not sure if i still like it

i do pray to god to help me, to keep me going, i still try to be optimistic eventhough kontrabida ako

i am tired of this cycle

this is not healthy any more. i dont know when or how can i survive this