I feel like I haven't smiled in a year... I've had untreated depression for most of my life, but it's been particularly severe this past year... I'm trying so hard to deal with it, but how can I?
it takes away my ability to enjoy anything and it makes me so much more irritable. I just find myself hating everyone and everything. nothing seems to make me feel better. even the things I loved so much before
it's getting so exhausting and I've been self destructing doing things that are horrible for me that I know I'll regret later because I'm so desperate to feel something good
Would you rather I didn't? 
D:
You are a horrifying woman, Miss Farafowler
I know 
