How are you doing?

That means at the max it'll be is five weeks till we receive the coroner's report. I'm really hoping they say the death was instant so mom will stop blaming herself so much for all this

I'm okay for now. There are times I'm really sad, like when mom plays his favorite songs but surprisingly no serious breakdowns since last week when I found him. I'm just mostly calm and I guess numb

Is the appropriate word

Oh and sleepy a lot but that's not too different from normal. But my appetite is like 1/3 what it used to be. I try to force myself to eat tho so all the food doesn't go to waste that people brought

Let us know if you need anything. I know I couldn't come over when you asked people to, but I am typically lurking online.

Us

Me and all the people in my head, obviously. XD

I will thank you. There's not a lot that can be done right now though. We have to wait on the death certificates before we can get anywhere on most anything and that could take another 5 weeks to

Get here

I will send my warm thoughts then.

Do you mean was? But yeah. She blames herself pretty hardcore right now for not calling on her lunch or just being home cause she hadn't felt well anyhow. I mean she'll still slightly blame herself

For not being with him as he passed but it'll still be better than the huge amount of guilt she'd carry otherwise

those of us who are in massachusetts are sending good thoughts your way <3