Like. I get upset or sad so easy. It's not pleasant for me OR other people. It stresses out other people so I feel guilty for it, but then I feel mad at myself for feeling guilty because duh it's not like

I can help it!! But how does one just STOP emotions?? It like, can't happen and I do try my best but when I'm stopping things it takes a huge mental dialogue with myself which gets exhausting and it's

frustrating to even do THAT. Screams a little. I can't feel okay to talk about myself or my feeling, I'm constantly like ASHAMED of myself I guess. I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS: [SHAKES FIST] It's such a hard

rut to get out of. I try so HARD to think well of myself but I haven't done it for years.

//HUGS TIGHTLY a

AAAHHH Morgan I'm sorry ;A;

AAAHHH Morgan I'm sorry ;A;