I am so angry and upset because I feel like I've wasted my entire life and didn't study enough in highschool and now I'm stupid and useless at everything.

I'm only decent at things that don't even fucking matter in the career world: art and writing. With art, you have to be spectacular and super fucking lucky and I'm neither of those things.

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I'm so upset because everything I want to be I can't be because I don't meet some requirement or I'm not smart enough

I've wanted to be a vet for forever. But I'm stupid at science and too emotionally unstable.

I wanted to be a teacher but I don't even like kids and I don't have the passion that teachers need.

I want to be a novelist but I'm not dedicated enough and my ideas aren't original and all I'm good at is RP and that's it

Hell I've wanted to be a model before but lmao I'm too fat and my teeth are too crooked and my hair is too limp and boring

Everyone keeps telling me "you don't give yourself enough credit Shannon" and "you excel at everything Shannon"

Well I'm a jack of all trades with a specialty of nothing.

I give myself the right amount of credit. I don't blow my head up with fantasies because fantasies don't do anyone any good.

it's not too late to change.

I know, but I'm tired of change. I hate change.