today? my grandmother exploded. not literally, which would have been more okay, but her sphincter failed her and she exploded poop everywhere

e v e r y w h e r e

it's smeared on my sink, on my toilet, probably on the walls i didn't look, mom and i didn't have time to clean it up when i was at lunch

what we did have time for was abject horror. we got home around the same time and stumbled across grandma putting her shit riddled pants and underwear into the washing machine

without

soap

or bleach

she was going to rinse them. and then wash them. and now there is poop all over the washing machine.

along with today's explosion, there were undies from previous accidents that she hid in her room from us by wrapping them in clean clothes that are now ruined

/rubs temples my poor mother is sick and now she has to deal with this and it's just so infuriating that my dad won't do the right thing by putting grandma in an assisted living situation

she needs more care than a chronically ill woman can give, and it's just so unfair to my mother