the bloomington requiem game stopped being fun for me a long time ago

it started downhill when I had to cancel my ohio proxy mid trip inorder to have lady red rush back for an invictus meeting where she was almost made Prince

that was in May

in July she was getting threatened by her own fealty chain and the project she'd been working on since feburary got frozen at mid approval pending 'upcoming' rule changes

last month she became Prince because it was too infuriating to watch the city spiral into chaos and lack the authroity to do things properly

at which point, since she could finally demand information, I find out that everything I know about this city is wrong

and then, my first game as Prince, hunters attack and kill off a third of the city and now the KNights won't let my character go or do anything alone

i broke down crying twice during ooc sessions because of the stress

and then this week get told that the nosferatu status I've been working on since december is inherent;y incomparable with my character because she is too social

My IC project is still frozen at mid, even though the national ST on rules said that the upcoming update (stillt obe announced when it's coming out) won't impact my stuff at all

and the mid ST said my application for Invictus status will probably get my character killed

I know that, that's why i have been avoiding it for months

he's the one who explicitley told me that remaining in the Invictus would force me to be prince

I stayed because I found a different fealty chain and thought I had hope

and now I wish I had gone crone and runaway from this whole mess

because now I am stuck responsible for a city that lies to me, under highly uncooperative Sts, and a prisoner of my own bodyguards

so someone tell me, please, how to make this fun again?

Go crazy and kill them all!

That would be only breifly satisfying