But I got a letter from a woman who is friends with my grandparents and when they told her about me, and that the doctors don't think I'll live more than a couple years,

she had been reading that verse right before the phone call and felt like it was meant for me.

Idk, maybe it's just coincidence, but the "even to your old age and gray hairs" part was kind of nice and hopeful to see.

I was reading Harry Potter. You're a witch, Amy.

even if you aren't religious its always the thought that counts is how I feel. Im not super religious myself but if someone is praying for me I'll take it as a good sign

I agree

liquidhell: I wish. I've been trying to turn you into a toad for years now. Doesn't seem to be working tho.

I told you about my dad, and even though he's fragile right now, when it first came back, he was very down, and slowly he found a connection back to God

God loves you, I truly believe that. Two years or ninety, you'll live what you're given to the full

it wasn't that he didn't believe, but rather he lost the connection, and his illness brought him back to that closeness that he had with God. He's made it that far. I also don't believe in coincidence

if life has taught me anything is that nothing happens by chance, regardless of how bleak it is. We just see what's in front of us, God sees the big picture. Normally I don't talk about religion

but idk, this made me come out and say that for whatever reason, maybe it's all hogwash and falling to deaf ears, but maybe this might be a sign for you

SashSplash: I agree. I hope your Dad is ok

Fucking rude. You're no hufflepuff

thank you

no bitchface intended, I swear

SashSplash: I truly hope it is a sign and your dad will definitely be in my thoughts

liquidhell: even hufflepuffs have a limit (bitch face inteded)

LOL, yes that is true

ScarletCSkylaC: I was reading the Empire Strikes Back again before reading this plurk. I am not your father. But I did save you a lot on a Millennium Falcon.

The trial you're going through can either strengthen your faith or weaken it. It depends on how much you seek God in the midst of it and if you choose to trust him with everything, no matter how hard it gets.

I don't talk about this much but a few years ago I was at a crossroads and I was seriously contemplating suicide...I'm still alive because of grace and mercy and it was the Lord who pulled me through and used

loved ones to help (including the guy who's my husband now)

I think of you often and pray for you when I do, Amy. Jesus loves you. He really does. I'm praying that whatever the Lord's will is for your life, that He'll keep you safe and that you'll finish life's journey

at His appointed time and walking in His path, and at the end He will say, "Well done"

I wish I could hug you, have tea with you, and talk to you in person, because I feel like we'd be good friends and have awesome conversations

But as it is here's a hug and you can IM me or PP me if you ever want to chat.

If something makes you feel happy safer or have some hope. Don't worry just take it and know you are valued and cared for and lots of your friends are praying for you!

Be feel and have joy