I'm trying, it's just hard when someone wants you to sign a year lease but yet the doctors tell you that you don't have a year to live. Makes you really uncertain. =/
Not really, they said that the likelihood of me living for 5 years has increased, but because they know so little about my type of cancer, they're hesitant to change the prognosis
well my grandma told me something when she was dying I think is really profound. she said would you rather spend your last year making memories or preparing to die?