I should be perfectly content watching toradora and drinking tea but nope

deep breathes

Just heart pounding and different areas aching at random which makes me more panicky

Also I would have figured I would be more panicked during my period not after

I am although it doesn't feel like it's doing much

Started getting light headed so I had to cut my marathon short and take half a Xanax.

Just gonna curl up in mom's bed with the dogs cause she's existing here