my friend literally slapped me at a party today then didn't understand why i was upset at her.

and no one else was bothered by it either and i was just like??? how is this a normal thing I mean please

We're usually really touchy-feely and we sometimes get pretty rough with each other, like hair pulling and elbowing and stuff, but they all know that I'm really sensitive to being hit and I'm just mad

because she then got kind of upset a me for being in a "negative mood" and apparently the vibe I was putting off scared her?

and she made a big deal out of the fact that my vibe was scaring her, even though all I was doing was sitting there, and everyone was like jay wtf are you doing and crowding around her.

idk it just kinda put me off for the rest of the party and i ended up sitting in the host's bathroom and playing on my phone

because i literally was about to cry after she slapped me and everyone laughed about it.

but now I'm rereading dalton so lmao who cares.