punches

I've been awake for about two hours

rea are u ok

idk!!!!

nervous about classes or

not at all I'm excited LMAO

oh

nerd

I'm looking forward to the new semester!!!

nerd supreme

ur the nerd nerd

says the biggest nerd of them all!!

I think I'm still on a wonky sleep pattern. before coming back to the apartment I was falling asleep at 5-6am so...

and I'd wake up around 2-3pm... seeats

oh wow that's even worse than mine

I said this in Twitter but im probably gonna try and keep awake

why r u still awake thi

*tho

funny story actually, i was

well

NO WAIT yeah i was gonna write a fic but i got distracted

i pinged you in my latest plurk go listen to limit's cover of sarishinohara and cry over nicopana with me

NICOPANA SARISHINOHARA

MY LIFEBLOOD

GO FORTH

I want fic/art/rp of nicopana

im not on my laptop RN tho idk if NND will load good for me

i saw someone talk about how hanayo prob admired nico while she was still in middle school / nico first started her idol thing and i was like NO END ME

I WANT TO WRITE FIC FOR THAT NOW

NO

SCREAMS

yes

THATS TOO PERF..... THIS KILLS THE REA

laughs up blood

Nico keeps trying to be an idol in high school BC she gets fan letters from a starry eyed Hanayo... imagine.....

YEAH EXACTLY

but the letters are anonymous and like later in present day nico shows banana the letters like DID U KNO I HAD THIS ONE FAN BACK THEN

hanayo entering otonokizaka BC she wanted to see nico!!!!

and banana's like O H .........

and then they make out

DO YOU THINK PANA WOULD OWN UP TO IT..,

lbr it'd be like

rin's looking over all like HEY THAT LOOKS LIKE KAYO-CHIN'S HANDWRITING

RIN.......

thumbs up

Rin spilling the beans

no FUCK THIS im gonna end up writing it

hanayo is just [dying white rice bowl noises]

iL DRAW...

and then they make out

or at least try to

they can't when rin's in the room

bc rin

BUT RIN IS STILL IN THE ROOM???

she starts clapping or some shit

"yaaaay nya!!"

she runs off to find a maki to Mack on

hella

but consider: nicopana rinmaki double date

do u mean nicorinpana and maki

LMFAO

nico hanging out with lil kids what a nerd

also nico and maki arguing over how Nico has to make sure maki is taking good care of rin???? but maki is like nO U LISTEN take care of banana

id be down for ot4 tbh

Nico and the kids

literal

HAHAH

they try to have maki join in on after school navigators but she's just all

No

"Enough"

its 5am and i pulled out my laptop

cries

goes to listen to that cover

rea no

sleep

ok BUT YEAH THE PIANO BALLAD OF SARISHI IS SO GOOD

i can't sleep now!!! if i do i won't wake up for class

i know myself enough to know that...

Fuck This pianoballad

I KNOW RIGHT

VIOLENTLY SHAKES U

FUCK THIS

FUCK THIS.......

FUCK

bashes head into my pillows

SCREAMS OVER IT

sarishi gives me so many feelings????

i fucking love this song

GOOD

i nEED

PANA -> NICO SARISHI AND

IM GONNA

NICO -> PANA 47

im done im fucking done i hate idols i hate idols so much

tilts head back and laughs

my fav ver of sarishi is rib's but hanatan has a good version too iirc

something about limit's is rly good tho??? idk what it is

i want to write nicopana... i want to write sarishi nicopana so bad....

limit just has a bombin voice

LISTEN TO HER GOSSIP COVER

IM HIT/MISS WITH LIMIT... IDK WHY...

maybe bc im so biased to like wotamin and himawari and stuff

but her gossip cover

ugh sarishi actually maKES ME CRY IM SUCH TRASH

I ALWAYS TEAR UP A LITTLE BIT LISTENING TO SARISHI

IM FUCKING

HAHAHAHA

POINts aND LAUGHS

YOU SAY IDOLS AND ANGST

IM THERE

ON THE FUCKING GROUND

IN TERAS

pls dont be friends w/ me

kahaha i had some ideas for rinmaki angst too

ugH

what am i going to do with my life

what happens if love live actually ends whAT IF THEY STOP LOVE LIVE

I DONT WANT TO THINK OF SUCH A WORLD

do not

turtle

ahhhHHHHHHH

LMFAO SO UR READING NSFW NOZOELI NOW HUH

I DIDNT NOTICE THE NSFW UNTIL I

GOT TO IT

ITS 5AM DONT JUDGE ME

ELI S PRECIOUS FACE FUCK ME

FU CK ME

HAHHAHA

how the fuck is eli so dumb hOW THE FUCK

DRAGS MY HANDS DOWN MY FACE

THEYRE ALL DUMB

CRIES THIS WAS ACTUALLY A PRETTY GOOD DOUJIN????

THEY WERE SO DUMB BUT IT WAS REALLY CUTE AND IM

IM

WAILS

maki's haiku about rin tho

rood

tru tho